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Pimp / Iceberg Slim / 1967

Pimp / Iceberg Slim / 1967

Pimp is the memoir of Robert Lee Maupin, who spent 24 years of his life enslaving women in sex work and performing a variety of other cons for a life of lavish, fear, drugs, degradation, and prison. I’d like to imagine that this memoir is simply unpublishable these days, but we have a rapist in the White House. America likely has the appetite for a Pimp 2.0. 

Maupin narrates his life with stunning narrative clarity and verve. Pimp is a masterclass on pacing. Reading Pimp is like watching a car crash in hi-definition with multiple camera angles to zoom and hawk out: it’s spellbinding and horrible. Pimp combines flashy writing with probing observation and reflection. Maupin doesn’t cut himself much slack in acknowledging the wretchedness of his crimes. He doesn’t try the readers’ patience in asking for a forgiveness or compassion he doesn’t deserve. In this way, Maupin creates an enticing ethos, giving the reader the sense that they are truly glimpsing into the life of a hardened Black criminal underworld. Maupin makes the reader a trick, using their morbid curiosity and desire to eat the other as a hook for his self-mythos. Likewise, the rugged oscillation between cold observation and confessional trauma dumping on the page likely mirror the same charisma that ensnared a number of young women in the flesh. 

As in any memoir, the writing obviously cuts away some of the complexities of life, using composite characters and so forth, to present a narrative that’s easier to follow. Sometimes, the narrative voice is so street it’s comic. By the third time, Maupin claims to “skull-note” something, I’m facepalming at how goofy he sounds. There’s also a scene where Maupin describes his first con--dressing in drag to lure in and rob white tricks eager for Black pussy--which reminded me of the homoerotic and genderbending scenes of Paul Beatty’s The White Boy Shuffle. Early on, I realized that Paul Beatty actually satirizes Iceberg Slim’s voice in The White Boy Shuffle, from the slang to the fishbowl voyeurism into Black poverty to the queer scenes. 

I wanted to read Pimp to potentially teach it in a hip-hop literature course alongside To Pimp a Butterfly. Unfortunately, it feels irresponsible to teach Pimp. It provides too much fodder for an undergraduates’ racist biases. Even if you had an undergraduate class with the social savvy and chops to engage the text, it is simply too misogynistic, foul, and horrifying to expect many people to stomach it. In the copy, Maupin calls Pimp a manual, akin to the Art of War by Sun Tzu. It’s true enough. Maupin does provide the rationale and strategy for enslaving women and dodging the law. It’s definitely outdated by now, but some principles likely still apply. Yet, I’m still tempted to teach it. Like The Color Purple by Alice Walker, Pimp opens with a first-person description of the sexual abuse he suffered as a child. Pimp is another side of the coin of the violences of racism, poverty, patriarchy, and misogyny. What it says about America is horrifying, but bitterly honest. 

Pimp ends with a story of Maupin’s reformation into a best-selling writer with a wife and three daughters, living a square-ass life. Whether Maupin deserved this redemption or not, his story does demonstrate the ability of people to grow and change into functional members of society. His stints in prison were truly wretched, but justice and healing aren’t transactional. In any ethical world, Maupin would have carried the weight of his crimes for life and he likely did. Some of the best writing in Pimp comes from his descriptions of prison--including an eye-popping prison break. I want to talk with prison abolitionists about Pimp. Maupin’s stunning writing, reformation, and reflection raise questions about abolition, crime, and justice worth teasing out if you can bear the disgusting realities of its world.  

5/5

My Top 10 Albums of 2024

1) The Past is Still Alive / Hurray for the Riff Raff / 2024

Because I grew up around a lot of rich, racist country-loving folks, I’ve had a lot of trouble sinking into good folk and country my whole life. I never thought 2024 would be the year folk and country albums would dominate my listening for long stretches. Hurray for the Riff Raff is the culmination of this new turn for me. A queer boricua cowgirl crooning about fentanyl, love, and highways, Hurray for the Riff Raff frequently pushed my despair into the sublime, transforming my grief into nostalgia. The first song “Alibi” reminds me of the worst times of my life, but not the terror and sickness, but the love of friends like Gionni Ponce during those times. These songs convince me to love, to dream, to try against the odds.      

Favorite Lyric: I used to think I was born into the wrong generation. But now I know I made it right on time to watch the world burn with a tear in my eye to watch the world burn I’m right on time. 

2) I DREAMT I FOUND A RED RUBY - Francesca Wexler - 2024

Francesca Wexler’s music makes me feel like my most beautiful, intelligent, and heavy self. Top-notch pen game with a complex range of queer emotions on lush beats. The music feels like the best sort of edible high in the summer sun. I literally feel warmer when I listen to it. This was my soundtrack for the entire summer, including my trip to Guatemala and El Salvador where I fulfilled my lifelong dream of reading the book I wrote on my mother’s life in the homeland surrounded by loved ones and comrades. 

Favorite Lyric: All my angels work the night shift. 

3) GNX - Kendrick Lamar - 2024 

It’s painful to watch so much of hip-hop culture be saturated with rappers’ lowest vibrations, completely self-abandoned to gluttony, amorality, egoism, and horrifyingly bad politics. Kendrick’s presence in the culture this year felt like a rare voice of authority trying to carve out a pocket in the culture where bangers and reason could co-exist. I was surprised by how much the fury and hatred he unleashed during the beef spoke to my own frustrations with the US at large and how much I needed that release valve. As ugly as the beef got, it was incredibly impressive to watch Kendrick remain grounded and emerge a fuller artist. GNX is some of my favorite Kendrick for its playfulness and groundedness. 

Favorite Lyric: Starting to see spaceships on Rosecrans. I see the aliens hold hands. They wanna see me do my dance.     

4) Lonestar Luchador - That Mexican OT - 2023

That Mexican OT feels like the first true heir of Big Pun’s legacy. That Mexican OT combines mariachi chillidos with Pun-level wordplay in a classic Texas country lean. Lonestar Luchador is brilliantly crafted with hilarious Ralph Barbosa skits and conceptually tight-knit songs that dive between bravado, trauma-dumping, and just pure fun.   

Favorite Lyric: I had to congratulate her parents cuz they made em a bad bitch. 

5) DEIRA - Saint Levant - 2024 

Rapping and singing in English, French, and Arabic, Saint Levant is the Palestinian lover boy you didn’t know you needed in your life. Because who said surviving and resisting a genocide can’t be sexy af. These dreamy tunes made my Chicago summer days magic, without asking me to stick my head in the sand either. Thank you to Lin Flores for turning me onto this. 

Favorite lyric: I hear the sounds of the bombs in our sleep, but I never in my life heard the sound of defeat. 



6) Dark Times - Vince Staples - 2024

Vince Staples deserves just as much love as Kendrick.  I think he is who people think J. Cole is. This is spiritual psychedelic rap, the album ending with a woman’s vision of the universe’s slow struggle to the perfection of our souls. I love Vince because he has a way of holding the agony of living and making it bearable, his calm steady voice slowly sinking into your subconscious. I don’t typically find his songs catchy, but after a few listens, I get hooked by the feeling and the space it opens in me to feel peace. This album traverses all sorts of heartbreak with ten toes planted in the concrete.

Favorite lyric: I don’t need your flowers, I’m living. The first time I saw a million dollars I squinted.  

7) Few Good Things - Saba - 2022

Saba taught me how to move through a Chicago winter with this album. The soundscape couldn’t fit the city better. The project dropped in 2022 when I was distracted by JID, Pusha T, and Amindi. I’m glad I returned to it though because this album is every bit as worthy and incredible as those three. Dominated by blue-gray soundscapes and gritty lyrics about how weird it is to survive and thrive in a burning world, Saba’s growth in this project is incredible. 

Favorite Lyric: I got everything I could ever need / and i try to keep that in mind / whenever i meet a man trying to sell a dream

8) Crying, Laughing, Loving, Lying - Labi Siffre - 1972

December 2023 I crash land in India full of PTSD symptoms and the shock of the move to Chicago still fresh on my nervous system. Labi was a crucial part of my healing as I cherished the unimaginably cool moments with my new family, ate delectable food, and fell deeper in love with Anushka. I listened to Labi while practicing a difficult set of new qi gong movements and breathing through the pain. The opening song allowed me to enter a space of reverence with my loves and losses, and the rest splayed playfully out, setting me up for my year of exploring folksier sounds. Shoutout to the student who turned me onto the project. 

Favorite Lyric: I am free man and my father he was a slave. I have been broken but my children will be saved. Saved for the fire of man’s desire. Saved for tomorrow with today’s sorrow. Saved for a Jesus who does not need us. Saved for the lovers I pray they will discover.  

9) Chromokopia - Tyler, the Creator - 2024

Tyler’s paranoia-packed album came just in time to shake me out of my fear of the ever-rising tide of fascism with lyrics that are equal parts soulful and mischievous. It’s great to hear Tyler be his whole queer self on such energetic production.

Favorite lyric: give a fuck bout pronouns, I’m that n**** and that bitch. 

10) Hells Welles - Jesse Welles - 2024 

I found Jesse Welles through his song about the assassination of the UnitedHealth CEO, and his politically sharp folk with biting satiric lyrics has won me over so powerfully, he slid into this last spot in the final minute. He’s equally capable of making me seethe, laugh, and cry with croons that are equally soulful and goofy. He has a whole album on nature, giving odes to bugs, trees, and whales and two others making political commentary on everything from the genocide, cancer, modern-day slavery, and more. I’m just happy to have found someone as angry and silly as I feel most days. 

Favorite lyric: the dead don’t feel honor, they don’t feel that brave. They don’t feel avenged. They’re lucky if they got graves. 

Honorable Mentions (in no particular order)

La Isla - Rels B 

Mind Blade - Malev da Shinobi 

Antitesis - YoungShiva

Cowboy Carter - Beyonce

Please Don’t Cry - Rapsody

If My Wife New, I’d be Dead - CMAT

Where I’ve Been, Isn’t Where I’m Going - Shaboozey

Alligator Bites Never Heal - Doechii 

Javelin - Sufjan Stevens 

The Long Game - Marlon Craft 

Gangs of Zion / Ron Stallworth / 2024

Gangs of Zion / Ron Stallworth / 2024

I read this book at the recommendation of a former colleague for a Utah-related project of mine. From the author and subject of Black Klansmen, the book and the film, we have a follow-up project fleshing out his career as a gang unit police investigator and the so-called hip-hop cop in (drumroll) Utah of all places.

Stallworth begins this memoir with a hamfisted rebuttal of Boots Riley. For those unaware, when the BlackKklansmen rollout began, Riley released a forceful critique of BlackKklansmen as revisionist history, copaganda, and pointed out Stallworth’s history of infiltrating radical Black organizations, including the one Riley’s father was a part of, as part of COINTELPRO. Stallworth fixates one aspect of Riley’s blistering and effective critique: turns out, Stallworth was too young to have participated in COINTELPRO. He definitely DID take part in infiltrating radical Black organizations, just not under the behest of the FBI. Stallworth lambasts Riley for this factual inaccuracy, completely missing the thrust of Riley’s critique. Everyone I love and care about would consider this a minor hiccup in Riley’s critique, since Stallworth did in fact break up radical Black orgs. 

For his part, Stallworth justifies infiltrating these organizations using explicitly anti-communist rhetoric and claiming they were a threat to national security. To the surprise of no one, a cop is a cop. What was mildly surprising and thoroughly entertaining was Stallworth’s confession to physically assaulting Riley at a dinner, where he boasts of squeezing his hand too hard and holding him hostage by squeezing a pressure point on his neck. Later on, he describes patting Riley’s back and telling him he just used the bathroom and didn’t wash his hands. He literally brags about making Riley “my bitch.” The moments reveal just how disgusting, insecure, and brute Stallworth’s masculinity is. What a weird little clown! 

The first bit of Stallworth’s memoir details his rise in the police department and the emergence of his “Black consciousness.” We see Stallworth refuse to tokenize himself in moments and opportunistically tokenize himself in other moments. He’s clearly a bullheaded person with a high tolerance for external criticism and disapproval as both his Black community and the officers on the force didn’t really like him much, it seems. He relates to Malcolm X, but never bothered learning the history of policing or thinking critically about solving societal problems, so he’s completely bought into the prison industrial complex as our best option it seems. 

There are two worthwhile histories described in this book. The first is the history of the JobCorps in Utah. Stallworth focuses in on this federal program, which took low-income, high-risk youth from major cities like LA and brought them to suburban Utah for job skills training, because JobCorps brought gang culture to Utah. Utah officials were in denial of this, because JobCorps stimulated their economies with fat federal checks to administer the program. In my opinion, the JobCorps also likely increased the racism of Utahns by making some of the few people of color visible in their communities, some of the poorest and in need in the country. Of course, their presence brought social problems that proliferate among any historically oppressed working class and racialized youth. For his part, Stallworth provides a sturdy critique of how the program was administered that actually shows a deep concern for these youth. It’s hilarious to learn more about white, Mormon gangsters of Utah committing petty crimes and aggravating to learn about the Pacific Islander Mormons swept up into gang culture as a reprieve from a racist society. Stallworth rebuts criticisms of his profiling of youth of color by providing anecdotes of families crying racism when they had proven gang ties and never by describing actual data and letting us know what his profile looked like. Overall, this is socially complicated territory, where actual racism is certainly at play, as well as actual violent criminal activity in some communities of color at the time. Stallworth’s voice and bias here is useful, even if I disagree with him, in painting the larger picture of what was happening in Utah’s lower income community at times. For his part, Stallworth genuinely went out of his way to do what he thought was right in revealing the way JobCorps was failing both youth  of color and the communities these youth were brought to. 

The second history tied into this one is the rise of gangster rap and its influence on youth. During the hysterical pearl-clutching of the Ice T, NWA, and Tupac era, Stallworth gained a reputation as a so-called “hip-hop cop,” where he would rap and breakdown rap lyrics in universities and serve as an expert witness in the “Gangster Rap Made Me Do It” cases. I listened with troubled curiosity about how Stallworth claims to have learned the “G-code” by listening to gangster rap. He became a fan of 90s gangsta rap, falling hard to Tupac’s consciousness in songs like “Dear Mama’ and “Brenda’s got a baby.” During this era, Stallworth became a N-word-whisperer for scared white people and elites. His representations of hip-hop culture were sympathetic, as he saw gangster rappers as expressing the genuine concerns of an oppressed community. He defended hip-hop culture in courtrooms and warned politicians against culture wars that simply made gangster rap cooler. While I agree that Stallworth’s experience as a cop, a Black man, and a fan of hip-hop, who self-studied sociology and ethnic studies to better understand the culture, give him some insight in the gang culture and communities of color, I believe these experiences gave him too much confidence. He acts as if hip-hop culture can substitute actually getting to know people. His relationship with community remains antagonistic, even in his somewhat believable anecdotes about former gang members saying he was the only positive male role model in their life. Even if these anecdotes were true, a handful of anecdotes hardly compare to the many other lives he likely ruined and made much more difficult in his role.  

Even when Stallworth is dead wrong, he still manages to be entertaining. 3 out of 5.

When Love was Reels / Jose B. Gonzalez / 2017

When Love was Reels / Jose B. Gonzalez / 2017

I also feel guilty as hell for sleeping on this touching collection. It’s an utter shame this book hasn’t gotten more attention and love, because what it pulls off takes a lot of work. Literally  every single poem in the collection takes a classic film or TV Show, largely from Latin or Latino America, and uses them as a window into his childhood in El Salvador, as well as his experience migrating and his youth in New York. Early on, the movies created a space where he could witness his abuela reflect on intense experiences brought on by movies. Later on, TV is how he learns English and an activity his tio and him would essentially disassociate to together. Gonzalez also weaves throughout the collection an unrequited love story between him and a school-age crush he left behind in El Salvador. Gonzalez’s bare and straightforward style is impressive. The sort of feeling you get after having a real soulful conversation with a stranger after they open up about something tender in their childhood. Also, this book belongs in the canon of hip-hop poetics. A solid chunk of it is devoted to Gonzalez’s adventures in graffiti art. I want to teach a Latino film studies course where all we do is read this book and watch all the films in it. Someone should do that someday. 4/5

When Chickenheads Come to Roost / Joan Morgan / 1999

When Chickenheads Come to Roost / Joan Morgan / 1999

The book that made hip-hop feminism a thing that came out in 1999. Hip-hop has changed a lot and some of this book is outdated. There’s some really troubling views about abortion rights and Morgan’s homegirls give her terrible advice about relationships. That said, it was a fascinating dip into the cultural milieu at the time and the conversations some Black women were having about the cultural. The focus on romance surprised me some, but offered meaningful insights. Much more memoir than music critic, but I can see why this book mattered so much. Lots of intergenerational and gendered trauma unpacked here. 2.5/5

Imaginary Borders / Xiuhtezcatl Martinez / 2020

Imaginary Borders / Xiuhtezcatl Martinez / 2020

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In 63 short pages, Martinez attempts to convince everyone, but especially youth and perhaps especially especially youth of color, to get involved in the environmental activism. What drew me to the book was Martinez’s blunt, no bullshit language and the hip-hop lean in his voice. What kept me there was his clear-eyed understanding of the challenges facing our planet, the solutions available, and the facts and research to back things up. In particular, Martinez writes a sharp argument for the urgent need to include people of color on the front lines of the movement. As someone who has spent the past year understand what intellectual traditions keep people of color out of environmental canons and programs and how writers and artists of color have contributed to the fight against climate change, I deeply appreciate Martinez punchy contribution. Written with urgency and in a casual conversational tone, Imaginary Borders is a perfect text for distracted and disillusioned teenagers. I recommend this book for environmentalists, young adults, and anyone interested in hip-hop activism.

I give this book a 3.5/5

As a side note, Xiuhtezcatl also raps. Their latest album is worth a listen and their discography fits cleanly alongside folks like Rebel Diaz, Logic, Flobots, Frank Waln, and other rappers joined by positivity and wokeness.

God Save the Queens: The Essential History of Women in Hip-hop / Kathy Iandoli / 2019

Raised on a steady diet of bars and breakbeats, I take pride on my knowledge of hip-hop. As a rapper and teacher of the poetics of rap, I take myself to be more than a casual listener. I picked up God Save the Queens: The Essential History of Women in Hip-hop hopeful to have my understanding of hip-hop history challenged and my playlist blessed by a batch of new-to-me female emcees. On both counts, the book didn’t disappoint.

Acclaimed hip-hop journalist Kathy Iandoli shows how women were central to the story of hip-hop from the start: It was Kool Herc’s sister, Cindy Campbell, who came up with the idea to throw hip-hop’s first party to raise funds for her back-to-school wardrobe. Women also lay claim to the first hook in hip-hop on “Funk You Up” by The Sequence, an accomplishment usually attributed to Kurtis Blow on “The Breaks.” In the early chapters, I most appreciate Iandoli for introducing me to Sparky D, Monie Love, JJ Fad, Oaktown’s 357, Queen Pen, and Us Girls; I appreciate her for re-introducing me to Roxanne Shanté, who I’ve subsequently fallen in love with, MC Lyte, Queen Latifah, Yo-Yo, Ladybug Mecca, and Salt N Peppa. Here, I especially appreciate how Iandoli outlines the way Roxanne Shanté transformed battle rap at the age of 14. By my estimation, Iandoli’s greatest blunder in these early chapters describing the birth of hip-hop and female rappers of the 80s is her failure to include anything about female gang culture in New York at the time. Hip-hop was in many ways a response to gang culture of New York, a story frequently dominated by boys and men, although there were also female cliques with their own histories.

As the book started to dip into hip-hop history more familiar to me, into the eras of Rah Digga, Lil Kim, and Foxy Brown, and Da Brat, I was disappointed by Iandoli’s over-emphasis on numbers, how many hit songs the women managed to produce. While commercial success is a laudable accomplishment and an important landmark in hip-hop history, I appreciated the moments where the book dove into the personal stories of emcees, as it had with Roxanne Shanté. Otherwise, the brief sprinkling of biographical detail makes the personal feel more tabloid-ish than analytical, historical, and political. In the 90s and early 2000s, Iandoli focuses her attention on Gangsta Boo of Three 6 Mafia, Missy Elliot and of course the incomparable Ms. Hill. As someone raised in the “Stay Fly” era of Three 6 Mafia, I appreciate Iandoli for reintroducing me to their dark and melodic earlier music.

Iandoli successfully breaks down how the hip-hop industry limited women, placing them in either a sex kitten or Nubian goddess binary early on, before pressuring all their female acts into the sex kitten category by the emergence of Lil Kim. Throughout these conversations, it was strange not to hear an invocation of Audre Lorde’s “The Uses of the Erotic: The Erotic as Power.” Perhaps this is a place where Iandoli’s perspective as a white woman falls short a little.

Once the book entered eras of hip-hop I was more familiar with, the number of insights I experienced went down significantly. Although I still encountered a plethora of new-to-me names, including Amanda Blank, Audra, the Rapper, Bahamadia, Charli Baltimore, Amil, Kid Sister, Lady Luck, Nyemiah Supreme, Invincible, and Sister Souljah. I was most excited by Sister Souljah, who became a member of Public Enemy and whose fiery rhetoric is raw and ragingly woke.

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This book’s greatest sin is its exclusion of Noname. Other female emcees inexplicably left out of the conversation include Doja Cat. Nitty Scott, Princess Nokia, CHIKA, cupcakKe, Ill Camille, Blimes, Mystic, Yungen Blakrob, Gifted Gab, Gavlyn, and Reverie. This happens because Iandoli wrote a mainstream-centric book, which is a shame considering the plethora of female emcees doing truly groundbreaking work right now. No one needs to read more about Nicki Minaj and Cardi B when there’s so many other female emcees doing genre extended work.

There are two more significant criticisms I have of the book: 1) It’s emcee-centric, trailing the stories of female emcees almost exclusively. Hip-hop is more than just rapping. An Essential History of Women in Hip-hop should talk to us about our female deejays, producers, b-girls, graf-writers, fashionistas, and poets. 2) It is US and English-centric. Hip-hop is a global phenomenon. It is shame that the book could not make room for our legendary Latin American raperas, such as Ivy Queen (who has rapped on stages for complete days while pregnant!), La Materialista, Rebeca Lane, y innumerable otras, whether they speak Spanish, French, Zapotec, or whatever else.

Ivy Queen performing pregnant in 2013.

Ivy Queen performing pregnant in 2013.

I recommend this book for anyone interested in feminism, women’s history, and hip-hop.

The Bitch is Back by Roxanne Shanté

The Bitch is Back / Roxanne Shanté / 1992

Roxanne Shanté is simultaneously a controversial and overlooked figure in hip-hop history. She is most remembered for “Roxanne’s Revenge,” a diss track she recorded at the wee age of fourteen. For those unfamiliar with this episode of classic hip-hop history, emerging rap group UTFO made the now regrettable decision to sidestep Fly Ty, Marley Marl, and Mr. Magic, going to a rival radio station to drop their single “Roxanne, Roxanne,” released in 1984. UTFO backed out of a show with the hip-hop pioneers when Marley Marl and the crew were in desperate need of money, and to add insult to injury, it was Mr. Magic who identified “Roxanne, Roxanne” as a crowd-pleaser and made it a hit in the first place. Without Mr. Magic, who knows if UTFO would have ever found their audience.

The otherwise unmemorable track is a diss record to a woman named Roxanne, who rejected the rap crew’s advances. In essence, it’s a whole song degrading a woman because she wouldn’t fawn over them and stroke their egos. At the young age of fourteen, Shanté sniffed out the misogyny in their lyrics and penned a fierce rebuttal. She approached Marley Marl, Mr. Magic, and Fly Ty and asked them to let her rock a diss track against the backstabbers. Mr. Magic leapt the opportunity and soon they were recording “Roxanne’s Revenge.”

“Roxanne’s Revenge” is striking for the directness of its barbs delivered in the Shanté’s childlike high-pitched voice. Her flow hopscotches all over the beat with a flat yet energetic intonation. While the music video above illustrates just how green Shanté’s performance skills were at the time, her upbeat nonchalance and jabbing lyricism evince the unmistakable signs of a young genius. “Roxanne’s Revenge” exploded onto the hip-hop scene, embarrassing UTFO bad enough they even sent a cease-and-desist letter to Roxanne Shanté’s team. Shanté’s track was too popular, however. The controversy Shanté cooked up inspired over eighty known tracks revolving around a so-called Roxanne, by this point elevated to mythical status. “Roxanne’s Revenge” would set the tone for Shanté’s career—full of battles and blowouts with the biggest emcees of her day. It is here where her legacy deserves more shine.

In 1985, Shanté took battle rap to new levels of aggression. Before Shanté, battle rapping was a competition in rocking the crowd. Shanté was the first to make direct attacks on your opponent popular—and she was duly punished for it by rap legend and battle rap judge Kurtis Blow, who complained about not wanting to see the culture head in such a negative direction.

Roxanne Shanté’s first album “Bad Sister”—released in 1989, five long years after “Roxanne’s Revenge”"—features Shanté’s adolescent flow and boldness, full of intonations geared to freestyle ciphers and stage performances. The album includes songs about female empowerment like “Independent Woman” and the sex-positive track “Feelin’ Kinda Horny.” Lovers of the Notorious BIG might be interested in the fact Shanté samples the Isley Brother’s “Between the Sheets” in “Feelin’ Kinda Horny,” the same smooth bass lines that Biggie would later make iconic in his club-banger “Big Poppa.”

While her debut album is fun, it’s her second album “The BItch is Back” that I think hip-hop heads would do well to revisit. By the time “The Bitch is Back” dropped in 1992 hip-hop was past Roxanne Shanté. New queens named Latifah and Monie Love, JJ Fad and the Oaktown’s 357, Salt n Pepa and MC Lyte were dazzling audiences with their innovative takes on hip-hop culture, some with pop beats and dance moves, others with razor-sharp lyrics and unforgettable flows. Always down for a fight, Shanté positioned herself against these new emcees, attacking them all on “Big Mama.” When Kendrick Lamar dissed everyone in his “Control” verse, hip-hop heads celebrated him for energizing hip-hop and carrying on a long bold tradition of namedropping in battle rap. They pointed to rappers like 50 cent and Tupac Shakur, who built part of their careers on their aggressiveness and namedropping on the mic. These same hip-hop heads should have been pointing to Roxanne Shanté, who was dissing fools by name at fourteen and who never backed down from a battle, no matter how popular the foe.

“The Bitch is Back” features solid 90s boom bap production and daggering flows that remind me of Nas on Illmatic. That comparison is not made lightly. Both Nas and Roxanne Shanté came out of the Queens housing projects. Whoever doubts me should compare Shanté’s flows on “Deadly Rhymes” ft Kool G Rap with Nas’s flow “Live at the BBQ.” Compare Shanté’s verses on “Big Mama” to Nas’s verse on “Back to the Grill.” Conversations about Illmatic frequently point to rappers like Rakim and Slick Rick as precursors to Nas’s succinct and image-loaded storytelling. Why don’t they point to Shanté when Nas was clearly borrowing from her weaving rhyme schemes and brash shocking delivery in his early work?

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“The Bitch is Back” starts with a female emcee hyping up Roxanne Shanté, as the “woman who pulled herself up by her bra straps and known to let them down occasionally.” It starts out strong with a muscular back-and-forth between Kool G Rap and Shanté on “Deadly Rhymes.” Shanté follows that up immediately with the fiery and controversial “Big Mama.” Shanté’s style has clearly matured by 1992. You no longer feel like you’re listening to a teenager. Her verses are thick with internal rhymes that smack you when you least expect it. The album ends with the fiery and feminist “Brothers Ain’t Shit,” calling out men on all their bullshit.

By 1992, hip-hop was booming with dozens upon dozens of classic albums being released. Heads were growing weary of Shanté’s antagonistic antics, whether it was dissing their favorite new acts or fabricating stories about having her record label pay for her PhD (contrary to the widespread rumors, Shanté does not have a PhD). I shouldn’t fail to mention that by 1987 KRS-One made Shanté’s name equivalent with “Steady Fucking.” Being put on blast by one of the greatest emcees ever would definitely do something to your rep. That alone would make it understandable why Shanté’s sophomore project did not take off as much as it deserves. “The Bitch is Back” is definitely worth a re-listen, however, especially in the moments where the radio keeps us hungry for lyrical, message-driven hip-hop.

I owe a lot of the information in this review to Kathy Iandoli’s new book God Save the Queens: The Essential History of Women in Hip-Hop. A glowing review is on its way once I make my way through the whole book. It’s going slow because Iandoli has me discovering and revisiting many emcees from the Golden Age of Hip-hop. It’s been fun. I recommend this album to anyone interested in golden age hip-hop, feminism, battle rap, and boom bap.

Kontemporary Amerikan Poetry by John Murillo

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John Murillo’s monumental debut collection of poetry Up Jumps the Boogie is one of the most important, influential books of poetry in my personal canon. While Murillo certainly was not the first poet to imbue his poems with a hip-hop aesthetic, Up Jumps the Boogie definitely marks a turning point. I am not sure if anyone managed to crystallize a hip-hop aesthetic, put it in conversation with the American and English poetic tradition, marry it to some of the most challenging contemporary forms, and then do all that for an entire book before Murillo. I don’t mean to overstate ya boy’s accomplishments. I know that folks like Adrian Matejka, Terrance Hayes, and many more deserve their head nods in this conversation. For me at least, Up Jumps the Boogie provided me with the most detailed blueprint about how to do this poetry shit while staying true to your roots in hip-hop.

Murillo’s sophomore collection Kontemporary Amerikan Poetry had a lot to live up to. It delivers. The collection largely features poems that comment on the buzz words of contemporary poetic discourse from the perspective of a sharp-eyed, East Coast outsider. Poems with titles such as “On Confessionalism,” “On Metaphor,” “On Negative Capability,” “On Lyric Narrative,” “On Epiphany,” and “On Prosody” abound. These are all terms the talking heads of poetry discuss ad infinitum. Murillo manages to punch new life into them by approaching the terms sideways with the raw material of life, rather than an explicit head-on conversation with poets and their thoughts. (The exception to this is “On Prosody,” which is probably my favorite poem in the collection.) “On Confessionalism,” then becomes a poem that talks about a time the speaker almost murdered someone. “On Negative Capability” becomes a poem about the recklessness of a group of young teens smoking blunts, pumping the gas pedal to thumping speakers. “On Prosody” becomes a poem about the rhythm of the voices fighting and howling in the neighboring apartment. My biggest beef with the collection is that Murillo cut what may have been one of the strongest poems from the manuscript, this jawbreaker of a poem published in Kweli Journal, entitled “Ars Poetica.” The poem clearly fits the themes of the manuscript, commenting on a traditional form from an outsider perspective. Featuring seventy pages of poetry, however, Kontemporary Amerikan Poetry is respectably slim, especially during these times when poetry collections seem to be getting longer and longer, unnecessarily so.

At the heart of collection lies a fierce series of sonnets, entitled “A Refusal to Mourn the Deaths, By Gunfire, of Three Men in Brooklyn,” meditating on police violence against communities of color and, importantly, the dilemma of resistance and retaliation. Murillo wrestles against the romanticization of violent resistance. “You dream of pistol smoke / and bacon, folded flags—and why feel shame? / Is it the dream? Or that it’s only dream?” Murillo pens. The title poem in the collection, likewise, critiques the vapidness of contemporary poets, pedantically discussing whatever is buzzing poetically while on the television “the muted news of another boy / shot dead and black in some city / now burning…” What these poets demonstrate is a divorce from the reality and conditions many communities in contemporary Amerikkka shoulder. The collection revolves out from this point, critiquing by means of brutal and vital truth-telling.

In this collection—which literally centers a conversation about police violence against communities of color—Murillo places an equally incisive eye inward. The first poem in the collection, “On Confessionalism,” most notably, includes a speaker confessing to pulling a trigger in the mouth of a rival three times only to have the gun jam: “I pulled the trigger—once, / twice, three times—then panicked / not just because the gun jammed, / but because what if it hadn’t, / because who did I almost become…” This confession is so deeply troubling, so painfully human, and literally opens the collection. Much in the way that Kendrick Lamar calls himself a hypocrite on “The Blacker the Berry” “when gang banging make me kill a n**** blacker than me?”, Murillo frames his meditation on police violence within a larger conversation about the the petty and monumental ways violence plays out in our communities.

I can’t end this review without mentioning this collection also features a poem dedicated to Yusef Komunyakaa—”Dear Yusef,” which is a darkly playful elaboration of the Nas line “I drank Moet with Medusa, give her shotguns in hell / From the spliff that I lift and inhale, it ain't hard to tell.” The collection ends with “Variation on a Theme by the Notorious B.I.G.”. Playing off of “Juicy,” Murillo details his come-up in the poetry game and hang-ups, a pointed, poignant (if ludicrous) way to tend the collection.

I recommend this book to anyone interested in hip-hop, contemporary poetics, police violence, Nuyorican poetics.

Go Ahead In The Rain: Notes To A Tribe Called Quest by Hanif Abdurraqib

Go Ahead in the Rain / Hanif Abdurraqib / University of Texas Press / 2019

When We Got It From Here… Thank You 4 Your Service dropped in November 11, 2016, all I could hear was my own wounds. At the time, the people around me hadn’t even found the courage to name Donald Trump, instead referring to him as 45 or awkwardly stumbling around his name in conversation. I had lost a relationship to a romantic interest and mentor in what was easily the worst heartbreak of my life. I was building a community for undocumented students in a hostile conservative environment. In my headphones, I had Emilio Rojas (especially I hate Donald Trump), Residente, Jamila Woods, and J. Cole. As an ardent hip-hop head literally co-teaching a Poetics of Rap class with Adrian Matejka, I knew I was supposed to listen to and love the new Tribe album. I simply couldn’t find it in me to digest it.

In need of a soulful and relaxing read, I turned to Go Ahead in the Rain: Notes to A Tribe Called Quest by Hanif Abdurraqib a couple of weeks ago. I wanted an audiobook fluid and clear enough to listen to while I played video games, but still meaningful and important enough that I wouldn’t be better served by listening to music. I have been a long-time fan of Abdurraqib’s work. In 2013, I had the blessing of competing against him at the National Poetry Slam in Boston, before the Button Poetry deal, before the best-selling essay collections. There is a small place in my heart where a poet like Hanif will always exist in the crowded dimly lit slam venues, where he, she, or they will grace the stage and then disappear, forever out of your reach, only emblazoned on your memory. I come from communities historically excluded from publishing houses and official literary spaces. So, perhaps you can understand my joy as I began to see Abdurraqib’s star ascend. I eagerly purchased his first poetry collection and wrote this novice book review of his work. Now I turn to Abdurraqib’s work whenever I need a long and passionate eye, a stout and sturdy shoulder to turn to.

For newcomers to Abdurraqib’s essays, Go Ahead In The Rain steers far from the objective journalistic and academic style you might expect from a history book. This isn’t to say the book isn’t well-researched. Rather, Abdurraqib’s work is known—and loved—for his deeply personal forays into the contexts surrounding his subjects, including the material of his own life. Go Ahead In The Rain, for example, also narrates a portion of Abdurraqib’s middle school years and the definition of “cool” he had to navigate. A move like this would likely come across as navel-gazing or self-indulgent done by other writers. In Abdurraqib’s essays, such forays always imbue his subject with new and often surprising meaning. Understanding the definition of “cool” operative in Abdurraqib’s middle school in Columbus, Ohio proves enlightening to understanding the cultural niche the Native Tongues carved out for themselves.

Whether you’re watching The Get Down or Hip-Hop Evolution, or whether you’re reading The Rap Yearbook or Can’t Stop, Won’t Stop, you will inevitably notice the repetition of some of hip-hop’s most dramatic moments. Whether we are talking about hip-hop’s birth in the condemned streets of the Bronx or the beef between Biggie and Pac, there are stories hip-hop heads know and hold dearly. One of the sticks Tribe fans will measure this book by is how well Abdurraqib narrates these stories. For me, I love it when an artist can tell me a story I’ve heard a thousand times and still manage to teach me something new or keep me invested in the emotional narrative when I already know the ending of the story. I was excited by the narrative fluidity Abdurraqib brought to these stories, weaving personal narrative and hip-hop/political trivia into Tribe’s story without boring me or making me feel as if I am simply too old to appreciate what this story has to offer.

I especially dug Abdurraqib’s tender approach when narrating the tensions between Tip and Phife, his honest and critical appraisal of The Love Movement and its lukewarm reception, and his refusal to omit his own admittedly immature anger at Tip when Tribe broke up. No one could narrate the disappointments of Phife’s solo career with as gentle and loving of a hand as Abdurraqib. It was Abdurraqib who I turned to when Phife died, and he wrote this gorgeous elegy for him. One of the most heartbreaking and moving segments of the book is when Abdurraqib writes a letter to Cheryl Boyce-Taylor, Phife Dawg’s surviving mother who also happens to be a remarkable poet in her own right. The letter gives the reader a chance to glimpse at an intimacy and engagement with grief and death that only those whose shouldered its burden would know.

I wrote this book review re-listening to We Got It From Here… Thank You 4 Your Service, and entering more fully into its experience, grateful Abdurraqib gave me the push to explore not just Tribe, but a handful of classic hip-hop acts I have yet to get around to. For me, that is the true success of this book. I only interrupted listening sessions of the audiobook to return to the music, both familiar and new-to-me, Abdurraqib was engaging.  

I recommend this book to anyone interested in Hip-hop, Music, Black Studies, Biography, and creative non-fiction.

Statement of Purpose

I first met poetry listening to Nas’ Stillmatic as a ten-year-old. Though tracks like “You’re da man” and “Smokin’” scared me, I understood that the words he said were dreadfully necessary. Hip-hop became the primary way my brother and I communicated, and it provided us with a language to combat disturbing aspects of Utah’s suburban culture. Combined with the symbolism and angst I inherited as a Mormon of color, it makes sense that I found magic in language, that metaphors worked on me like keys to a lock. I pursued poetry because the slam community in Salt Lake City provided the support I craved. My involvement in slam quickly turned poetry into a lifestyle. I embraced both spoken and written word and have always enjoyed testing the limits of form. My roots in hip-hop instilled in me the conviction that I should not dumb myself down for performance and neither should I stifle the orality of my work for the page.

I want to pursue an MFA at Indiana University because I am searching for a community of writers whose work is urgent and challenging. The program’s emphasis on teaching and its studio/academic track align with my goals of teaching at a university. The program’s internship opportunities align with my goals of editing and publishing. As editor-in-chief for ellipsis… literature and art, I read a wide array of contemporary literature. ellipsis is an undergraduate-edited magazine that annually receives over 1,500 international submissions and publishes about 3% of submitted work. In class and editors’ meetings, we learned methods of evaluating literature and discussed the merit of submissions under the guidance of Natasha Sajé. My involvement in ellipsis has helped me identify my literary tastes and introduced me to top-notch journals, such as Crazyhorse and The Kenyon Review.

In my research with the McNair Scholars, Kalina Press, and Kihada Kreative, I studied and sometimes translated Latin American and Latino/a authors, such as Alfonso Kijadurías, Miguel Piñero, and Javier Zamora. I want give back to the legacy these writers have left me by focusing more on my Salvadoran heritage and family history in my writings. Raised in Harrison, New Jersey and South Jordan, Utah, I’ve lived both sides of class and cultural conflict. My family is an example of how environment affects the choices we can make. I want to write poems that reflect people like them: my primos living in Compton, CA and Jiquilisco, El Salvador. My family is full of stories that are hardly spoken about, history that threatens to disappear as my parents’ generation begins to fade. I am threatened with the possibility that if I don’t share these stories, no one will. I hope to continue this work under the mentorship of Indiana University’s faculty, especially Adrian Matejka. Matejka’s ability to penetrate themes as diverse as hip-hop and more excite me as mentors can rarely engage with those aspects of my writing. I look forward to pursuing an MFA at Indiana University. Thank you for considering me.