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The Volcano Daughters / Gina María Balibrera / 2024

Following the trails of Consuelo and Graciela, two daughters kidnapped from Izalco, El Salvador, The Volcano Daughters is a loving and ambitious attempt to re-tell Salvadoran history for the Salvadoran diaspora. In many ways, I feel like this book was written specifically for me, as a Salvadoran poet interested in Central American history. It takes as its backdrop the single biggest moment of historic trauma for Salvadorans outside of la conquista, which is of course La Matanza of 1932 where between 10k to 50k (depends on what scholarship you subscribe to) mostly indigenous folks were murdered in a couple of weeks. The novel manages to encapsulate Salvadoran history from the memories of indigo plantations in the 19th century to about the 1950s. I am not exaggerating when I say this novel will probably save young Salvadorans a decade of serious study in the sheer quantity of allusions it gathers and arranges into a coherent narrative. 

The Volcano Daughters opens with a preamble of sorts, describing the importance and perspective of the story, quite reminiscent of Junot Diaz’s opening chapter to The Brief and Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao. Here, we become acquainted with one of Balibrera’s most genius storytelling devices, namely she uses the ghosts of young massacred girls, kin of our protagonists Consuelo and Graciela, as part interlocutor, part muse, in telling the story. The story is channeled explicitly through the author, Gina Balibrera, by these ghosts. The ghosts then interrupt the narrative, sometimes with shady commentary, other times contesting the story with their own biases, and sometimes even critiquing the author’s own language. This is a powerful and useful device that allows Balibrera the opportunity of dipping into debates about Salvadoran history and literature. 

The Volcano Daughters is peppered with allusions to literature, history, and scholarship by or about Salvadorans. A lot of these asides are astute and apt interventions, such as when the ghosts interrupt an allusion to Roque Dalton to point out that he had a sexual relationship with the underage daughter of a comrade, something that Salvadoran literati and academia have not grappled with seriously yet because it is really inconvenient to have a figure as important and beloved to our leftist history as Roque be guilty of such a heinous act. This is one of the many necessary feminist interventions to our understanding of our own history. 

Other times, however, I believe these asides are largely distracting. As much as I am curious about Balibrera’s criticisms of Joan Didion, her memoir Salvador literally falls outside the timeline of The Volcano Daughters. I’m ultimately only interested in the critique because I’m into Central American studies and even then, I’m not sure I got much out of that rant. If I wasn’t aware of Joan Didion, I wouldn’t have even picked up that it was her work being critiqued, as many of these allusions happen obliquely. Roque Dalton, for example, isn’t even mentioned by name. While one can argue that it’s up to the reader to do the research and study up to fully appreciate the work, I think putting this much of an onus is a tad ridiculous. As someone who has gone out of their way to study more Salvadoran history than most people I know in the diaspora, even I was sure I was missing out on crucial context for some of these asides, especially when it came to the conversations within the European art scene. These at times confusing allusions do, of course, present me with the opportunity to research and study more, but it definitely bogged down the narrative and wasn’t as effective at delivering such a critique as another forum or form may have been. 

There is a trend right now of powerful, headstrong, reactive Latinas in Latina literature right now, who respond surprisingly boldly in violent confrontations. I’m thinking of Betita in Land of Cranes who tries to fight against ICE officers as a nine-year-old. I’m thinking of Tia Tere in my own collection where she assaults a thief, as she did in real life, and later when I imagine her landing a punch against a military officer, which she didn’t do in real life. In The Volcano Daughters, for example, one of the ghosts punches a military officer that later massacres her and the family; later on, Graciela stabs the 1930s-40s equivalent of ICE in Hollywood before fleeing. The latter example, especially, felt not very well thought out narratively, requiring a deus ex machina where Graciela flees following the ghosts as butterflies, somehow doesn’t get caught despite being in front of a Hollywood filming crew, and disappears in the Bay Area. Of course, Latinas are strong and powerful, many do resist, sometimes violently, against their oppressors, and we deserve to see that represented. But I’m not always convinced by the characterization of these headstrong women. They feel a bit more like tropes, caricatures than trauma-informed portrayals of real people. In a similar vein, I struggled with the voice of the novel at times. The amount of puchica’s was heartwarming and familiar, sure, but I feel like the characters are sometimes too easy to caricaturize. My own family says puchica, but not that much. 

The story is propelled sometimes successfully, sometimes less so, by the drama of the era. Knowing La Matanza is coming in Salvador and the Nazis are coming in Europe creates some good narrative tension, but sometimes the question of why we were still following the characters through their lives lingered, especially as they meandered through their new lives. As a whole, The Volcano Daughters definitely succeeded in capturing the struggles of Salvadoran women in this era, as Graciela and Consuelo fumble through their trauma, romantic relationships, childbirth, racialized expectations of their behavior and careers as artists, etc. In this way, the novel succeeds dramatically and beautifully, even if it occasionally steers away from its focus.

All that said, I treasure this novel and look forward to gifting it to my loved ones, teaching it in a course one day, and otherwise uplifting it.

4 out of 5. 

The Town of Babylon / Alejandro Varela / 2022

The Town of Babylon / Alejandro Varela / 2022

I read this because of the suggestion of a Salvadoran literary scholar, and I regret every second I spent with this book. Within the first pages, a queer latinx man decides to go to his 20-year high school reunion, practically ensuring I would share no common ground with a character I was ostensibly supposed to find relatable. The character shares a myriad of lukewarm political and cultural opinions of an emotionally stunted man of color with little insight to offer. One of my friend’s peers said of this book: Only a man could write a coming-of-age novel at the age of 40. I couldn’t agree more. 1/5  

Promise / Rachel Eliza Griffiths / 2023

Promise / Rachel Eliza Griffiths / 2023

I read Promise with To Kill a Mockingbird in my head. Both are written from the perspective of a girl in the Jim Crow South, struggling to understand the social complexities of violence as racially charged incidents embroil their hometowns. What Rachel Eliza Griffiths manages to capture, however, is infinitely more soulful, weathered, and gritty. 

Promise opens with a tricky scene where three young girls, two Black sisters and one white friend, explore one another’s vulvas in a non-sexual manner--a classic I’ll-show-you-mine-if-you-show-me-yours--. The reader is immediately thrust into a world where the intricacies of race, gender, and queerness can be traced through their reactions. 

Promise is a coming-of-age story of these three girls as their dreams collide against the barriers erected by a society that hates women. As such, Griffiths doesn’t sidestep the humanity of any of them. This is particularly impressive in the case of the white girl Ruby, who eventually lashes out with slurs and worse as her friendship with the two sisters devolves. The reader witnesses how Ruby’s unstable family life damaged her sense of self and the way white society and teachers preyed on her vulnerabilities. Ruby’s class background and shattered home is in stark contrast to the Kindred sisters’, who come from a strong Black family with an educated father. Griffiths narrates the process of Ruby slowly accepting the racial bribe through her class ascendency, rising from her ragged clothes to clothes purchased with stolen money to ribbons gifted to her by her predatory female teacher and mentor. Griffiths narrates--through the Black sisters at times--how Ruby was essentially bought and purchased, commodified by her white teachers and family, in painful detail. This close attention to Ruby is one of the novel’s greatest strengths, an immeasurable act of love to what easily could have been a cliched villainous character and an act that illuminated how gender, race, and class collide to hurt and manipulate people like Ruby. 

The story of the Kindreds, on the other hand, tells a story Black folks tell often: the story of what it meant to survive in the Jim Crow south. It’s a difficult story to tell for a variety of reasons: the intergenerational trauma, the politics behind any telling, the cliches of the genre. Griffiths somehow managed to tell it in a way that felt fresh to me. She puts the reader alongside Ezra and Cinthy, the two young Black sisters, as they resist and stumble their way through their racist school system and society and watch an emerging civil rights movement brew from afar. I especially cherish the dialogue between older generations and these two young girls as elders tried to guide them through a survival that did not compromise their dignity but would keep them safe from racial violence and terror. The sisters and their family survive and lose a lot. In the process, readers have the gift of witnessing the power of Black love, how it can even survive and nourish a family after a death. I love Promise for its willingness to show some elders’ sloppiness through survival and healing, as the last quarter of the novel introduces a vulgar grandmother who is called in to help during a time of crisis. The attention to the grandmother’s story, as well as Ruby’s for that matter, help Promise not fall into the traps of respectability politics. Ezra, in particular, is forced to engage with her own biases and learn to respect--with boundaries--a more rugged part of her literal history. 

Promise is so fully wrought and so magnificently intimate that I loved it against my will. I admit, I picked up the book out of loyalty to Rachel Eliza Griffiths and wasn’t sure if I needed another story from within this particular era of Black history. It quieted and instructed me, even when like Ezra and Cinthy, I wanted to rebel against it. So reader, sit your ass down and study it. Rachel has an important story to tell. 5/5

Everything for Everyone: An Oral History of the New York Commune, 2052-2072 / Eman Abdelhadi and M E O'Brien / 2023

Everything for Everyone: An Oral History of the New York Commune, 2052-2072 / Eman Abdelhadi and M E O'Brien / 2023

In Everything for Everyone, the authors take an ambitious and promising premise and fumble it. The novel frames itself as an oral history project of an era in human history where crucial aspects of capitalism finally collapse and critical advancements to communism finally occur. The subjects of the interview are selected to provide a window into how particular aspects of this new world came to be or were experienced by someone who lived them. 

As someone unread in many utopian novels, perhaps my eye is simply too critical of genre staples or a larger conversation happening. However, the conversations contained in the book irked me just as much as they managed to tickle my brain in an exciting direction. Take, for example, the interview with a scientist who worked on rehabilitating environments devastated by climate change. In the conversation, there is a mention of biotech, which refers to genetically engineered fauna and animals designed to restore balance to an ecosystem. What a lovely can of worms! What a great opportunity to explore the challenges of this Sci-Fi technology through a conversation, right? Wrong. They sidestep biotech in the interview, leaving me head-scratching about the missed opportunity and whether the authors are tempted by the idea of biotech, which to me at least feels obviously dangerous in key ways. 

At other times, Everything for Everyone just reads as naive. Take, for example, the chapter on the liberation of Palestine that centers on nonviolent action. The book was written and published before the Hamas attack on 10/7/23, so I can’t blame the authors too much, but I felt my trust in the authors dwindle repeatedly after similarly naive moves. Take, for example, the interview about birth work. In the commune, family structure dissolved and communal care arrangements for children were figured out. Technology had advanced to the point that AMAB people could carry a child, and supposedly many were rushing to experience that. While I’m sure some men would take on the burden, the starry eyed way this portion is narrated just felt silly. 

Maybe I’m a pessimist but the chapters I valued the most were the most traumatized and dark. There’s an interview with a Native American veteran who describes fighting in a nuclear war against Iran. There’s another with a survivor of a far-right Christian cult state compound. The characters and the situations felt truer. Even then though, the narratives skips through some of the most interesting parts: the veteran is so traumatized he can’t narrate coherently and the survivor of the cult is so traumatized they skip the most exciting bits of the escape. 

Everything for Everyone may be a cooler book to discuss than to read, but even so, I’m mostly just left with disappointment at how cool this book could’ve been in sturdier hands. 2.5/5. 

La Hacienda / Isabel Cañas / 2022

La Hacienda / Isabel Cañas / 2022

Complete with a spiteful upper caste sister-in-laws, a spooky house, and an unrequited relationship with a hot priest, The Hacienda offers a robust package when it comes to historical horror. Readers will find the history of the Mexican revolution and its racial politics seamlessly knitted into the drama of Beatriz’s marriage to Don Rodolfo Solórzano, her lifesaver turned nightmare. The mystery of what plagues the house is skillfully wrought, and the only real qualm I have with the novel is that it teased vampires without really ever delivering. Cañas skillfully flips between the perspectives of a mestizo priest and curandero and Beatriz, our upper-class protagonist, who must navigate colonial patriarchy and race politics to save herself and her family from poverty. The writing feels only one strike away from literary fiction, as opposed to genre fiction. 4 out 5. 

America is in the Heart / Carlos Bulosan / 1943

America is in the Heart / Carlos Bulosan / 1943

Written at breakneck speed, Bulosan narrates his life of poverty in the Philippines, his migration to the US, and his life of poverty and discrimination throughout the West. The narrator writes as if being chased in a way that reminds me Stephen Crane or Charles Dickens’ realism, except that in Bulosan this realism doesn’t feel voyeuristic. It’s actually lived and vomited from his gut. The voice reads not like a sensationalist journalist account of poverty, but of an aspiring young author who hasn’t found distance from his own pain because he never had stability to fully process. Even so, what Bulosan manages to capture with softness and tenderness is incredible. The amount of violence and cruelty intrinsic to Asian and immigrant life in this time period are crushing to read, whether Bulosan in narrating the misogynistic marital rituals of his hometown or describing racial terror he sometimes failed to flee with his comrades. 

America is in the Heart also narrates one generation’s communist dreams and it was insightful to hear how consciousness grew in Bulosan and the ways it was subsequently crushed by state actors. Throughout the years, I’ve realized that so much of the canon of color’s literary tradition is left-wing in a way that isn’t talked about in academia and unknown in many radical literary spaces. I prize this communist literature, including Bulosan, as part of a tradition that has been repressed in the US, as part of a tradition that I identify with. 

America is in the Heart ends with a romantic love letter to America. Bulosan, for some reason, could never abandon its promise. It read to me as Stockholm Syndrome, as a Sunken Costs fallacy, but I imagine that fans of the American Dream will find a flag to wave in its closing paragraphs. The closing paragraphs. hits the same ache as “My Man” by Billie Holiday for me. I mourn Bulosan’s tragic and stupid love for a country that will never love him back. I wish him a better dream. 4.8/5 

Poonachi / Perumal Murugan / 2016

Poonachi / Perumal Murugan / 2016

Poonachi tells the story of the ordinary life of an extraordinary goat capable of very large litters and delivered to a poor family by a giant. While the plot points are hardly three stuff of high drama, the novel captivates through its poignant description of Poonachi's feeling and its brutally honest and dystopic portrayal of life in rural India. This goat is literally the most human character I've read in years. 5/5



Wandering Stars / Tommy Orange / 2024

Wandering Stars / Tommy Orange / 2024

Wandering Stars in many ways feels like a strategic recoil and reaction against the commercial success of its prequel There, There. The conversations about indigenous resilience, hope, and identity definitely got a bit romantic, pitying and irksome in some corners, as readers leaned on it so heavily to attempt to understand urban Native experiences. 

Wandering Stars succeeds in a few ways: 1) its portrayal of the family's aftermath: the boy who once taught himself Native dance through YouTube videos now hates the trauma associated with his Native identity and turns to drugs.  The family's trauma after the mass shooting damaged not just their relationships to their Native roots but their ability to care for one another adequately. This aftermath is felt like a necessary counterpoint to the narrative catharsis of There, There. 2) There are poetic heights, especially in the wandering star metaphor, that truly soar just as high as the jawdropping debut. 

The novel fails for me in that it feels too sprawling without the same narrative coherence of There, There. At times, the voice felt didactic or hamfisted about woke topics, such as Native appropriation of Black culture via hip-hop and non-binary identity. This book has a much less glamorous view of survival and points to the devastating loss and sometimes embarrassingly pitiful attempts at revival as a critical part of their characters’ Native sense of self.  As someone whose indigenous heritage has been so present yet far removed, it's a bitter reflection, at once a hug and a jolt. I think Wandering Stars is a book white people will have a harder time celebrating and feeling good about, but is a crucial counterpoint. I struggled with the pessimism of Wandering Stars, which I think is more rightfully called realism, and continue to wrestle with my frustrations with it and whether I’m wrong.  3/5



Helpmeet / Naben Ruthnum / 2022

Helpmeet / Naben Ruthnum / 2022

What an incredible feat of feminist and disability horror.  We follow a wife as she cares for her diseased and dying husband. The disease is mysterious and horrifying as it dries out portions of his body until they crumble off. Less than 20 pages deep a nose and penis crumble off so be ready for some terrifying body horror.  The richly emotional narrative spins off troubling questions about gender and caretaking, love and betrayals, and the ending is such a shocking and stirring reveal that had Anushka and I debating its implications passionately.  I was swept away and stunned. This is why I read horror.   5/5



The Black Vampyre: A Legend of St. Domingo / Uriah Derick D'Arcy / 1819

The Black Vampyre: A Legend of St. Domingo / Uriah Derick D'Arcy / 1819

I read this curious about what racial insights it might have about its era and as part of my exploration of horror. It's the first vampire story from the Americas. It's mostly a tale of racial fetishism, action-packed scandal, all at a breakneck speed.  Hardly any time is spent exploring the emotional weight of the jerky narrative, which are to its credit quite saucy and eyebrow squirming.  It feels bizarrely contemporary, even with its outdated language.  Definitely only an interesting read for hobbyists and scholars.  1.5/5



The Dawn of Yangchen: Avatar Series / F. C. Yee / 2022

The Dawn of Yangchen: Avatar Series / F. C. Yee / 2022

It took me about ⅓ of the book to sink into the grooves of the characters, but ultimately I really appreciated this addition to the Avatar universe for its exploration of cynicism, politics, and power, and the uselessness of the Avatar in solving the world's crises. Yangchen is forced repeatedly to coerce, get her hands dirty and confront characters who implicate her in their own cynical schemes.  Her relationship to Kavik, a young scrappy criminal with dreams of securing a more stable and dignified life for his family, really quickly manages to shake away her calculating decorum and show faults in her armor.  A worthy addition to the book series.  3/5


Small Things Like These / Claire Keegan / 2020

Small Things Like These / Claire Keegan / 2020

A snappy, crushing and quietly inspiring novel about a man whose frustrations with his brutal working class Irish life are put into perspective when he encounters a victimized orphan girl who reminds him of his mother.  The novel details his radicalization, one can say, as he decides whether and how to best intervene.  It's a cruel and difficult book about love and what it demands of us. I'll cherish it as an excellent work of realism and the meanings of bravery and heroism, all done with a sharp and vivid style that does justice to the difficult material.  4/5



Frontier / Can Xue / 2008 in Chinese / 2017 translated into English

Frontier / Can Xue / 2008 in Chinese / 2017 translated into English

Anushka and I began reading Frontier in Shantiniketan, continued it on our front porch in Chicago, and finished it over the phone while i lay sick with covid.  Frontier is a book that demands to be reread, occupying a strange place between dreamlike surrealism, dystopian literature,  and horror.  The plot devices and narrative structure that define traditional Western fiction fall flat in describing what makes Frontier so captivating.  I would frequently find myself laughing, cringing, and doubling back to track the meandering narrative.  Soon, I realized trying to understand the components and logic of the plot was actually distracting me from the moment by moment magic of the story.  It literally feels like you're in a dream, where the most insane and irrational possibilities are taken without doubt and the narrative pace can sink in for a while before suddenly snapping to other wild or strange possibilities. The only thing that raised my eyebrows was the treatment of a Black character in the book, who definitely is exoticized, which on one hand would be a realistic portrayal of the Black experience in China but on the other hand its impossible for the novel to treat very ethically bc all characters seem to lack an interiority. This isn't a psychological drama bc the reasoning of  characters is perturbed by this dream logic. Overall, the racial awkwardness contributed to the uncanny, unsettled feeling. Because narrative matters less, the book sinks into purer emotion and sensation somehow.  It's truly a marvelous strange disturbing novel that I'll twirl in my head for years in sure.  Reminded me most of Red Ants by Pergentino Jose. 4.5/5



Dracula / Bram Stoker / 1897

Dracula / Bram Stoker / 1897

An addictive novel written in the epistolary form, the language of Bram Stoker’s classic aged like fine wine, capturing the introspective intensity of the era with delightful turns of language. Like a good rollercoaster, Stoker lets you watch a character’s doom approach without sacrificing any of the delight in the story when they plunge. It provides an interesting glimpse into the racial and class biases of the era with elements that should interest folks in the medical humanities, ethnic studies, and horror fanatics alike. Stoker’s Christian overtones were a little goofy but fine. I would love to discuss with a solid feminist about the portrayal of Mena and Stoker’s intentions there, as to me the sexism of the men proves to be the greatest weakness in their strategy to defeat Dracula. The novel has the men sideline Mena, a thorough and thoughtful organizer and strategist, because she is a woman in a way that seems aware of the foolishness of the move. The novel then still plays Mena out as the ideal victim and deferent woman, even after she’s reinstated into the team by necessity. Either way, I deeply enjoyed this book. 5/5 

Frankenstein / Mary Shelley / 1818

Frankenstein / Mary Shelley / 1818



Shelley has this delightful Russian doll of a narrative style where one narrator tells the story someone else told them, who in their story will tell the story someone else told them, and so forth. The primary narrators, Captain Walton and Victor Frankstein, are remarkably like one another, both shame-ridden, earnest and ambitious men, searching for approval and success. Captain Walton’s pitiful inferiority complex and lack of worldly knowledge is as funny as it is foreboding and worrisome. It’s easy to hate Frankenstein as has such a poisonously guilt-ridden narration. The foil between these characters provides fodder for conversations about stigma, racialization, shame, and nurture vs nature. This is an absolutely curious text racially, as the monster feels like a pretty obvious stand-in for a colonized other. The plot runs pretty tight, it’s just feels incredibly stupid at times because all Frankenstein had to do was open up to the right people or really anyone and a lot of the turmoil of the conflict could’ve been resolved radically differently and better for him. I was a bit disappointed to find that the monster basically talked like a 19th century gentleman, although it was hilarious to get the scene of the monster philosophizing about the impact Paradise Lost had on the development of his consciousness. 

4/5

 



Delta of Venus / Anais Nin / 1977

Delta of Venus / Anais Nin / 1977

I read this book in the dead of night after waking up and not being able to fall asleep. It felt like an appropriate choice for the occasions. In the introduction, Nin describes how Henry James had a patron who paid literati for erotica and a few authors of the period would write for this patron when low on cash. This patron, however, only wanted the mechanical action of sex, the camera up-close on every page, taking all the life and joy and tension out of sex. While I expected a book that read like a strong and spicy old school romance novel, what I actually got was much more enrichening and deep. Nin largely actively counteracts the pornographic reader’s gaze by including short stories with taboo acts, including pedophilia, incest, sexual violence, etc. Nin’s builds tension by portraying the tug and tussle between different characters as they navigate sexuality almost always without much sexual experience or education, a language for consent, or a language for queer gender and sexuality. Some parts of the book are like reading Lolita by Nabokov. Others brought me back to the sexual confusion of my youth, where romance was frequently like trying to participate in a scene where you don’t know what role you play or any of your lines. The stories gave me the language to describe violations and beauty I’ve experienced, sometimes intermixed. I didn’t expect that at all. Nin has made me realize how impoverished much of our erotic scenes in literature are. Even the racism in the book and outdated ideas about gender are fascinating for what they reveal about Nin’s society’s relationship to race and sexuality and how they interact. Only one or so stories included a racist trope that failed to add any literary merit and actively ruined the whole damn short story. I’m glad I read this. 4.5 out of 5

Hullabaloo in the Guava Orchard / Kiran Desai / 1998 

Hullabaloo in the Guava Orchard / Kiran Desai / 1998 

Thank you to RJ Walker for gifting me this wonderful book years ago, which I only just read in India. HITGO cleverly employs a cartoonish humor to tell a story about a lazy son turned accidental sage when his refusal to participate in the day to day grind of contemporary Indian work culture and instead sit in a tree all day and all night for months on end. There, his clapbacks at his disappointed father and society,  as well as his closeness to nature are read as sage-like. The humor crackles with moments of emotional truth that made me smile, cackle aloud, and simply vibe.  Take the surprising emotional depth of the moment the lazy son/sages sister in a fit of infatuated passion accidentally bites her beloved's ear off in her aggression. Or take the intro, where Indians of all social strata dream up ways of artificially, magically, or otherwise bringing a monsoon to conquer a months long heat wave that has them all exasperated.  Their ideas are hilarious, ridiculous, cartoonish, and while this isn't realism, it humorously pokes at the levels of desperation we are all melted to in heat. Another one of HITGO's merits is that it features a roving gang of drunken monkeys. The ending was a little bit of a deus ex machina, but I'm not even mad.  The book is a vibe and tickles so well I have no qualms calling it 5/5. 


Autoboygraphy / Christina Lauren / 2017

Autoboygraphy / Christina Lauren / 2017

I’m not typically a great fan of romances, especially ones set in Provo where the love interest is the queer son of a LDS bishop, but two-thirds or so of the way through I wept. Lauren does an excellent job portraying the electric playfulness and full-hearted commitment of young love, as well as all the ways families, religion, and culture can make something so simple so painfully complicated. This story follows a bisexual teen from liberal family as he breaks his heart against the culture of his sort-of boyfriend. While the book does include an annoying amount of passages contextualizing Provo/Mormon culture, the passages do also serve as touch points to understand how our protagonist reads the situation. It’s extremely even-handed in its portrayal, which means narrow-minded ideological Mormons will be pissed by it. Overall, a way better read than it has the right to be. 4/5

Once We Were Warriors / Alan Duff / 1990

Once We Were Warriors / Alan Duff / 1990

Oof. What a harrowingly dark, moving, and hopeful book. Duff narrates the story of a Heke family, who lives on Pine Block, a housing project. The narrative follows the perspectives of Beth (an abused mother), Jake (a violent and drunken father), and their children, damningly observing the way governmental policies, cultural genocide, and anti-Native, anti-Black racism crushes the families in its way. This book is not for the tender hearted: you will read a scene with sexual violence and a suicide, among other just blisteringly heart-breaking scenes of characters succumbing to violence or drugs or shitty behaviors, frankly because there aren’t any other good options for them. Each character Duff portrays is so much bigger than their circumstances, yet painfully conscribed by it. And yet, the ending, while far from cheery, is so goddam hopeful. I want this book to be at the center on some conversations about abolition and recovery. I want people to read of Beth’s recovery story. While some critics might find conservative elements in Duff’s criticisms of certain elements of Maori culture, this Richard Wright-esque clear-eyed condemnation is a necessary voice, even in its harshness, even as Wright’s was. 4.8/5

After The Revolution / Robert Evans / 2022

After The Revolution / Robert Evans / 2022

I’m a longtime fan of Behind the Bastards Podcast host Robert Evans. While I generally respect his podcast and use it to sharpen my historical understanding and build my spiritual toughness, I wasn’t sure if I could trust him as a novelist. I started listening to After the Revolution on a whim while I was at the airport after avoiding it for a couple of years. I was immediately gripped by the novel. It’s a smart-paced war drama situated in a fractured post-United States, featuring a cyborg nation (Rolling Fuck), civil war torn Texas, a crazy fascist Christian state, and a remnant of the United States called the Federation. After the Revolution follows three characters, each of whom have a deep connection to Robert Evans’ personal history. First, there’s a teenage girl and Christian zealot who runs away from home to join a fascist Christian nation’s army; here Evans is clearly channeling his youthful, religiously devout, conservative past. Next, there’s a fixer in Texas territory, helping a war journalist safely navigate a warzone; Evans himself was once a war journalist and you can hear him processing his sense of guilt and struggle with the ethics of war journalism through his empathy and voicing of the fixer character. Lastly, there’s a drug-addled cyborg with a dark past; here, Evans is clearly channeling his own experiences with a range of drugs; the dude literally has a book on all the different drugs he has tried. All these characters struggle to navigate a complicated war, make heartrending decisions, watch loved ones die, and most importantly, wrestle with the ethics of war. It’s a difficult novel to write effectively, but Evans is character driven and rarely lets his pen stray too far into unwieldy philosophical territory. I was constantly itching to return to this book and neglected others I was supposed to be reading for it. Evans’ vision of the future is as playful as it is prophetic. With characters like SkullFucker Mike, it’s nice to know Evans’ isn’t taking himself too seriously, while delivering some seriously fascinating and insightful visions of what our country may very well become. 4.5/5