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The Volcano Daughters / Gina María Balibrera / 2024

Following the trails of Consuelo and Graciela, two daughters kidnapped from Izalco, El Salvador, The Volcano Daughters is a loving and ambitious attempt to re-tell Salvadoran history for the Salvadoran diaspora. In many ways, I feel like this book was written specifically for me, as a Salvadoran poet interested in Central American history. It takes as its backdrop the single biggest moment of historic trauma for Salvadorans outside of la conquista, which is of course La Matanza of 1932 where between 10k to 50k (depends on what scholarship you subscribe to) mostly indigenous folks were murdered in a couple of weeks. The novel manages to encapsulate Salvadoran history from the memories of indigo plantations in the 19th century to about the 1950s. I am not exaggerating when I say this novel will probably save young Salvadorans a decade of serious study in the sheer quantity of allusions it gathers and arranges into a coherent narrative. 

The Volcano Daughters opens with a preamble of sorts, describing the importance and perspective of the story, quite reminiscent of Junot Diaz’s opening chapter to The Brief and Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao. Here, we become acquainted with one of Balibrera’s most genius storytelling devices, namely she uses the ghosts of young massacred girls, kin of our protagonists Consuelo and Graciela, as part interlocutor, part muse, in telling the story. The story is channeled explicitly through the author, Gina Balibrera, by these ghosts. The ghosts then interrupt the narrative, sometimes with shady commentary, other times contesting the story with their own biases, and sometimes even critiquing the author’s own language. This is a powerful and useful device that allows Balibrera the opportunity of dipping into debates about Salvadoran history and literature. 

The Volcano Daughters is peppered with allusions to literature, history, and scholarship by or about Salvadorans. A lot of these asides are astute and apt interventions, such as when the ghosts interrupt an allusion to Roque Dalton to point out that he had a sexual relationship with the underage daughter of a comrade, something that Salvadoran literati and academia have not grappled with seriously yet because it is really inconvenient to have a figure as important and beloved to our leftist history as Roque be guilty of such a heinous act. This is one of the many necessary feminist interventions to our understanding of our own history. 

Other times, however, I believe these asides are largely distracting. As much as I am curious about Balibrera’s criticisms of Joan Didion, her memoir Salvador literally falls outside the timeline of The Volcano Daughters. I’m ultimately only interested in the critique because I’m into Central American studies and even then, I’m not sure I got much out of that rant. If I wasn’t aware of Joan Didion, I wouldn’t have even picked up that it was her work being critiqued, as many of these allusions happen obliquely. Roque Dalton, for example, isn’t even mentioned by name. While one can argue that it’s up to the reader to do the research and study up to fully appreciate the work, I think putting this much of an onus is a tad ridiculous. As someone who has gone out of their way to study more Salvadoran history than most people I know in the diaspora, even I was sure I was missing out on crucial context for some of these asides, especially when it came to the conversations within the European art scene. These at times confusing allusions do, of course, present me with the opportunity to research and study more, but it definitely bogged down the narrative and wasn’t as effective at delivering such a critique as another forum or form may have been. 

There is a trend right now of powerful, headstrong, reactive Latinas in Latina literature right now, who respond surprisingly boldly in violent confrontations. I’m thinking of Betita in Land of Cranes who tries to fight against ICE officers as a nine-year-old. I’m thinking of Tia Tere in my own collection where she assaults a thief, as she did in real life, and later when I imagine her landing a punch against a military officer, which she didn’t do in real life. In The Volcano Daughters, for example, one of the ghosts punches a military officer that later massacres her and the family; later on, Graciela stabs the 1930s-40s equivalent of ICE in Hollywood before fleeing. The latter example, especially, felt not very well thought out narratively, requiring a deus ex machina where Graciela flees following the ghosts as butterflies, somehow doesn’t get caught despite being in front of a Hollywood filming crew, and disappears in the Bay Area. Of course, Latinas are strong and powerful, many do resist, sometimes violently, against their oppressors, and we deserve to see that represented. But I’m not always convinced by the characterization of these headstrong women. They feel a bit more like tropes, caricatures than trauma-informed portrayals of real people. In a similar vein, I struggled with the voice of the novel at times. The amount of puchica’s was heartwarming and familiar, sure, but I feel like the characters are sometimes too easy to caricaturize. My own family says puchica, but not that much. 

The story is propelled sometimes successfully, sometimes less so, by the drama of the era. Knowing La Matanza is coming in Salvador and the Nazis are coming in Europe creates some good narrative tension, but sometimes the question of why we were still following the characters through their lives lingered, especially as they meandered through their new lives. As a whole, The Volcano Daughters definitely succeeded in capturing the struggles of Salvadoran women in this era, as Graciela and Consuelo fumble through their trauma, romantic relationships, childbirth, racialized expectations of their behavior and careers as artists, etc. In this way, the novel succeeds dramatically and beautifully, even if it occasionally steers away from its focus.

All that said, I treasure this novel and look forward to gifting it to my loved ones, teaching it in a course one day, and otherwise uplifting it.

4 out of 5. 

Más allá de la aureola marrón y núbil / Lauri Garcia Duenas / 2024

Más allá de la aureola marrón y núbil / Lauri Garcia Duenas / 2024

Más allá de la aureola marrón y núbil is an afternoon and evening spent with your sweet and timeworn tia, gracious in her wisdom and resplendent in her power. “Quiero sanar pero eso implicaría estar enferma / y no lo estoy / ni lo estuve,” she says with her whole chest in the opening poem. Alexandra Regalado translates it as “I want to heal but that implies being sick / and I am not/ nor was I ever.” The bitter ex club listening to Rebeca Lane’s latest project with Audry Funk will enjoy Lauri’s curses for her betrayer, but what I love about Lauri’s approach is that rather than vengefully lashing out, she has truly found her center; her curses come from a place of conviction rather than fantasy, creating a voice that feels less like a chest-thumping bitter ex and more believable: “no hay odio ni rencor en la aureola marrón y núbil / sólo leche para mi segundo vástago” or in translation: “There is no hate or resentment in the nubile brown areola / only milk for my second child.” This collection was a hug when I needed it. 4.5/5   

Poemas de la izquierda erotica / Ana Maria Rodas / 1973

Poemas de la izquierda erotica / Ana Maria Rodas / 1973

Poemas de la izquierda erotica is considered the beginning of feminist leftist literature in Guatemala. It's a spicy title, but even so, I think I’d be forgiven for expecting a little bit more leftist content or analysis here. The collection includes a mix of poems about erotic desire and agency, both of which are frequently frustrated by dishonesty, rejection, or other unbalanced gendered power dynamics. The poems have Yesika Salgado’s accessibility, line breaks, and flair for unflinching honesty ground through the political upheavals of the Central American armed conflicts of the Cold War. I found the poems thoroughly delightful, though would consider it a nascent feminist literature coming from an era when the bar for men was so low and the asks of women were respectively really damn low too. 4/5

Peces en mi boca / Elena Salamanca / 2011

Peces en mi boca / Elena Salamanca / 2011

I’ve been a longtime fan of Elena’s work, so I was thrilled when Marcos Valerio Reyes Cisfuentes gifted me her first book in Guatemala this summer. Peces en mi boca is an explosive series of feminist poems, exploring desire and agency in ways that are equally fiery and fun. I will forever cherish the young, feisty voice in this collection. 5/5 

Helpmeet / Naben Ruthnum / 2022

Helpmeet / Naben Ruthnum / 2022

What an incredible feat of feminist and disability horror.  We follow a wife as she cares for her diseased and dying husband. The disease is mysterious and horrifying as it dries out portions of his body until they crumble off. Less than 20 pages deep a nose and penis crumble off so be ready for some terrifying body horror.  The richly emotional narrative spins off troubling questions about gender and caretaking, love and betrayals, and the ending is such a shocking and stirring reveal that had Anushka and I debating its implications passionately.  I was swept away and stunned. This is why I read horror.   5/5



When Chickenheads Come to Roost / Joan Morgan / 1999

When Chickenheads Come to Roost / Joan Morgan / 1999

The book that made hip-hop feminism a thing that came out in 1999. Hip-hop has changed a lot and some of this book is outdated. There’s some really troubling views about abortion rights and Morgan’s homegirls give her terrible advice about relationships. That said, it was a fascinating dip into the cultural milieu at the time and the conversations some Black women were having about the cultural. The focus on romance surprised me some, but offered meaningful insights. Much more memoir than music critic, but I can see why this book mattered so much. Lots of intergenerational and gendered trauma unpacked here. 2.5/5

Hood Feminism / Mikki Kendall / 2020

Hood Feminism / Mikki Kendall / 2020

Published during the Trump era, this is great introductory text to Black Feminism for our era. Sprawling through eating disorders, gun violence, education and universal healthcare, she makes sure to cover it all with sometimes biting and always unflinching honesty. Great balance of memoir and research. Lower rating mostly bc I feel like I only learned one thing from this book: there's an unfortunate alliance between pro birth activists and some parts of the disabled movement bc pro-choice folks too frequently sympathize with the genocidal arguments of terminating disabled fetuses. 3/5

The House on Mango Street / Sandra Cisneros / 1984

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Shoutout to all the Latinx writers who have yet to finish A House on Mango Street. I learned about this book in high school, even had my wonderful teacher Mrs. McCandless teach us a few passages from the book, even worked my way part of the way through it—then totally slept on it for more then ten years. I even attended Sandra Cisneros’ Macando retreat without having fully read it! (For the record, I’ve read a healthy amount of her other work and fallen deeply in love with it.) Usually when I find a book this magical, I get mad about the erasure of our literature from mainstream discourses and blah blah blah, but damn, with Mango Street I don’t event have the excuse.

Written in short flash fiction snapshots, Cisneros follows a Latina kid named Esperanza and tracks how working class neighborhoods like Mango Street defined her, frequently in limiting ways but ultimately in ways she appreciates. There’s a way these vignettes are sometimes portrayed as quaint or colorful in the interpretations of some of our teachers. The fact my teacher even suggested the book made me think it was safe and “positive.” I realize now that my teacher might have been trying to plant a seed, to give me a book to teach me a thing she couldn’t teach me about. My teachers didn’t share with the class and me the vignettes that more directly touched on gendered violence, sexual violence, and the degradations working class immigrant communities bear, even though they are critical aspects of the narrative, these so-called “adult” experiences we are not supposed to talk about with children.

I hold this book tenderly now, feeling foolish. Sometimes God puts a glass of water in front of us and we simply stare at it, complaining of our thirst, complaining of God’s cruelty. So much about this book is about power, autonomy, being able to forge a path beyond your circumstances, especially if you’re a young woman of color. Sandra Cisneros teaches us in the last chapter that the best way to love and honor a place sometimes is to leave it behind.

I recommend this book for everyone, but if you’re interested in Latinx lit, Feminist literature, or flash fiction, bump this to the top of your list. It will take you three hours to read if you’re slow. It’s the perfect book to read one chapter of each morning, letting the natural rhythms of your life to stretch out the narrative, so it feels like you’re almost moving at the exact same slow space of a child. But it’s mostly the perfect book for the morning, because the book focuses heavily on finding autonomy, freedom, an act that ultimately requires self-love, a self-love large and wide enough to sustain you when the world doesn’t.

SUFFRAGE / Jenifer Nii / 2013

Suffrage / Jenifer Nii / 2013

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It is absolutely wild to me that a non-Mormon Asian woman who didn’t even grow up in Utah managed to write one of the strongest, most compassionate portrayals I’ve ever seen of polygamist women. While Utah culture paints polygamists as backward outcasts, while the LDS church dodges and distorts its polygamist history, frequently throwing once-faithful LDS polygamists under the bus, Jenifer Nii manages to dramatize the tensions and tenderness between sister wives at a critical point in history. Unfolding during the suffragist movement, during Utah’s vying for statehood, and most significantly during the LDS church’s transition from a polygamist to sort of monogamous culture, SUFFRAGE tells the story of Ruth and Frances.

Ruth, in her 20s, is the 4th wife in the family. A natural outspoken leader she butts heads not only with the patriarchal culture of Utah and the US at large, but also with Frances, the second wife of the family, who is in her late 30s it seems. Frances and Ruth function as perfect foils. While Ruth spends her time busy politically organizing and fighting for women’s rights, Frances troubles herself most over the well-being of her family, criticizing Ruth’s idealism in favor of practicality—and survival. Without Frances, the children would have likely starved. While contemporary culture would likely view polygamous women with the same myopic lens it views hijabi women, SUFFRAGE does a great job of illustrating the power these women had and how they chose to wield it.

A two-person play, I was stunned by Nii’s ability to craft archaic dialogue so seamlessly. The language bounces like it’s alive, moving the plot forward. Never does it feel like a stale philosophical conversation between two opposed concepts. Every word builds the tension, reveals an important piece of the character. Craft-wise, I was most impressed and engulfed by the parallel scenes Nii constructed. That is, two separate scenes Ruth and Frances act out simultaneously. The dialogue from the scenes would intermix, like a contrapuntal, creating powerful juxtapositions and connections in distinct narratives. These juxtaposition helped build the tension between the two characters, between their religion, and between men and women.

If you’re interested in viewing an excellent live reading of the play, along with a Q&A with the author, the original cast, and historian Lindsay Hansen Park, please follow this link.

I recommend this play to anyone interested in Mormonism, Asian American literature, minimalistic theatre, feminism, monologues, and Utah history.

The Beauty of Your Face / Sahar Mustafah / 2020

The Beauty of Your Face / Sahar Mustafah / 2020

For those of you immediately put off by the title, you should know it’s a reference to a Palestinian folk song:

“Maghrib has come, the sun went down,

The shine is left on your face.

Maghrib has come, your face

shines more beautiful because of the sun.

I would like to warm myself

in the beauty of your face.”

The song is one our protagonist Afaf’s mother-in-law sings to her grandson as a lullaby. Sahar Mustafah notes that it’s a song from a country she fled. The Maghrib is one of the five mandatory prayers, and technically the first of the day, as an Islamic day starts at sunset. As a title, this reference draws our attention to the comfort and beauty Palestinian and Islamic culture offer Afaf and her community. It is an allusion to the resilience of the community in the face of warfare, migration, and systemic racism.

The Beauty of Your Face is a profoundly American book. Mustafah ambitiously covered the history of Afaf’s family from 9/11 to the present day, where an all-girl Muslim school suffers a mass shooting by a white supremacist. At the same time, Mustafah does not pander to a non-Muslim audience. Islamic terms and practices remain unexplained and untranslated: all of it is easily found on Google anyway. While many popular coming-of-age stories about Muslim teens tend to center on youthful rebellion against the religion and assimilation into white culture, TBOYF centers the perspective of a devout Muslim woman and balances her perspective with that of her agnostic brother and mother. They foil one another effectively, as well as capture realistic family dynamics in contemporary religious households.

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In a way, the TBOYF feels designed to teach non-Muslims about Islamophobia and invites the reader to more deeply engage with the way Islamophobia and intergenerational trauma impacts family dynamics, identity development, and communal behavior within some Muslim communities. As much of the narrative becomes a review of the ways Muslims are oppressed in the US, it also shows how community members draw strength and resilience from their traditions. TBOYF feels like the story of how Afaf becomes a woman strong enough to serve as a principal of an all-girl Muslim school and face down a white supremacist terrorist. In this way, the book is also a map for young Muslims to figure out what to cherish most about their cultures.

The text dips into the white supremacist’s backstory a bit, but his story serves more as a plot device to build tension as he inches closer and closer to the school, rather than revealing anything new or profound about white supremacists. This feels appropriate here. This is a story about Muslim resilience and beauty, not about white ugliness and hate.

As an ex-Mormon and child of Salvadoran refugees, I relate deeply with the family dynamics as portrayed by Mustafah. I am so glad this book exists. I recommend this book to anyone interested in feminism, Islamic or Middle Eastern literature, and writing about the American dream.

Crooked Hallelujahs / Kelli Jo Ford / 2020

Crooked Hallelujahs / Kelli Jo Ford / 2020

Crooked Hallelujahs will drip down your throat slow and hot as a whole bottle of whiskey. Kelli Jo Ford’s loving depictions of her characters may not make the challenges they face burn any less, but it does give the novel a heartrending pulse that will keep you invested in their lives. The novel follows three generations of Cherokee women in Oklahoma and other parts of rural America. Each character has suffered enough for an opera of their own. But amid the fights, heartbreaks, and attacks, the women find ways to tether themselves to one another and the future.

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There are a couple of things the novel portrays exceptionally effectively:

1) Christianity - Lula, the grandmother in the family, fills the house with a haunted Holy Ghost. The poisoning aspects of conservative Christian culture choke her daughters with expectations of docile, submissiveness and repress their desires and dreams. It’s impossible to understand the history of the Americas without understanding the colonial violence of Christianity on indigenous communities. Crooked Hallelujah captures the ways this form of colonial violence still shapes and warps families. For me, at least, this portrayal helped make this violence less abstract and more concrete and real.

2) Rural life and class — Like the characters of Rebecca Clarren’s Kickdown, the characters of Crooked Hallelujah are beleaguered by broken dreams: the lack of economic opportunities, failed romantic relationships, victimhood, and so forth. Hard work is a given in the novel and not romanticized.

3) Environmental Issues - Several moments in the novel highlight environmental issues faced in rural communities, especially the last chapter, where the effects of climate change are read as a literal apocalypse by Lula. For an altogether slow-paced (slow-paced is not the same as boring!) novel, it ends with an adrenaline pumping bang!

I recommend this book to anyone interested in multiple perspective storytelling, Native literature, feminist literature, and environmental literature.

God Save the Queens: The Essential History of Women in Hip-hop / Kathy Iandoli / 2019

Raised on a steady diet of bars and breakbeats, I take pride on my knowledge of hip-hop. As a rapper and teacher of the poetics of rap, I take myself to be more than a casual listener. I picked up God Save the Queens: The Essential History of Women in Hip-hop hopeful to have my understanding of hip-hop history challenged and my playlist blessed by a batch of new-to-me female emcees. On both counts, the book didn’t disappoint.

Acclaimed hip-hop journalist Kathy Iandoli shows how women were central to the story of hip-hop from the start: It was Kool Herc’s sister, Cindy Campbell, who came up with the idea to throw hip-hop’s first party to raise funds for her back-to-school wardrobe. Women also lay claim to the first hook in hip-hop on “Funk You Up” by The Sequence, an accomplishment usually attributed to Kurtis Blow on “The Breaks.” In the early chapters, I most appreciate Iandoli for introducing me to Sparky D, Monie Love, JJ Fad, Oaktown’s 357, Queen Pen, and Us Girls; I appreciate her for re-introducing me to Roxanne Shanté, who I’ve subsequently fallen in love with, MC Lyte, Queen Latifah, Yo-Yo, Ladybug Mecca, and Salt N Peppa. Here, I especially appreciate how Iandoli outlines the way Roxanne Shanté transformed battle rap at the age of 14. By my estimation, Iandoli’s greatest blunder in these early chapters describing the birth of hip-hop and female rappers of the 80s is her failure to include anything about female gang culture in New York at the time. Hip-hop was in many ways a response to gang culture of New York, a story frequently dominated by boys and men, although there were also female cliques with their own histories.

As the book started to dip into hip-hop history more familiar to me, into the eras of Rah Digga, Lil Kim, and Foxy Brown, and Da Brat, I was disappointed by Iandoli’s over-emphasis on numbers, how many hit songs the women managed to produce. While commercial success is a laudable accomplishment and an important landmark in hip-hop history, I appreciated the moments where the book dove into the personal stories of emcees, as it had with Roxanne Shanté. Otherwise, the brief sprinkling of biographical detail makes the personal feel more tabloid-ish than analytical, historical, and political. In the 90s and early 2000s, Iandoli focuses her attention on Gangsta Boo of Three 6 Mafia, Missy Elliot and of course the incomparable Ms. Hill. As someone raised in the “Stay Fly” era of Three 6 Mafia, I appreciate Iandoli for reintroducing me to their dark and melodic earlier music.

Iandoli successfully breaks down how the hip-hop industry limited women, placing them in either a sex kitten or Nubian goddess binary early on, before pressuring all their female acts into the sex kitten category by the emergence of Lil Kim. Throughout these conversations, it was strange not to hear an invocation of Audre Lorde’s “The Uses of the Erotic: The Erotic as Power.” Perhaps this is a place where Iandoli’s perspective as a white woman falls short a little.

Once the book entered eras of hip-hop I was more familiar with, the number of insights I experienced went down significantly. Although I still encountered a plethora of new-to-me names, including Amanda Blank, Audra, the Rapper, Bahamadia, Charli Baltimore, Amil, Kid Sister, Lady Luck, Nyemiah Supreme, Invincible, and Sister Souljah. I was most excited by Sister Souljah, who became a member of Public Enemy and whose fiery rhetoric is raw and ragingly woke.

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This book’s greatest sin is its exclusion of Noname. Other female emcees inexplicably left out of the conversation include Doja Cat. Nitty Scott, Princess Nokia, CHIKA, cupcakKe, Ill Camille, Blimes, Mystic, Yungen Blakrob, Gifted Gab, Gavlyn, and Reverie. This happens because Iandoli wrote a mainstream-centric book, which is a shame considering the plethora of female emcees doing truly groundbreaking work right now. No one needs to read more about Nicki Minaj and Cardi B when there’s so many other female emcees doing genre extended work.

There are two more significant criticisms I have of the book: 1) It’s emcee-centric, trailing the stories of female emcees almost exclusively. Hip-hop is more than just rapping. An Essential History of Women in Hip-hop should talk to us about our female deejays, producers, b-girls, graf-writers, fashionistas, and poets. 2) It is US and English-centric. Hip-hop is a global phenomenon. It is shame that the book could not make room for our legendary Latin American raperas, such as Ivy Queen (who has rapped on stages for complete days while pregnant!), La Materialista, Rebeca Lane, y innumerable otras, whether they speak Spanish, French, Zapotec, or whatever else.

Ivy Queen performing pregnant in 2013.

Ivy Queen performing pregnant in 2013.

I recommend this book for anyone interested in feminism, women’s history, and hip-hop.

The Women's War / Robert Evans / March 2020

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Radio journalist Robert Evans is one of my problematic faves. His claim to fame is his equal parts horrifying and hilarious history podcast Behind the Bastards, where he and a comedian delve through the tangled and twisted backstories of the worst people in history. His podcast includes deep dives into Saddam Hussein’s erotic novels and the astrologer who managed the Reagan presidency, for example. Evans’s journalistic style is penetrative and cynical in the same way Charles Bowden is penetrative and cynical, only what Evans lacks in poetry he makes up for in bitter humor. The show’s forays into the worst that mankind has to offer is deeply educational, teaching me more about history and humanity than my high school history classes ever did. On a personal level, I appreciate a solid analysis on difficult parts of history because it’s darkly comforting to see my life in perspective. My problems can seem so big until they are placed on a larger landscape.

That said, sometimes Robert isn’t the best narrator for a given story. His episode on “The Complete Insane History of American Border Militias” is case in point. I listened to the episodes begrudgingly sifting the useful information on border militias while gagging on the hacked, hackneyed ironic liberal jokes that left an icky feeling in my stomach. The comedians on the show have no easy task—they literally have to spin jokes out of genocides and the like. But the smarter guests either find a way to forge genuinely hilarious perspectives of the dark material or somberly/soberly realize they should stop kidding around.

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Evans’s latest podcast The Women’s War steps on similarly difficult territory. At best, it is a fraught and probing introduction to Rojava, the feminist anarchist stateless region in northeast Syria, known to most Americans as simply the Kurds. At worst, it is a piece of war tourism that spreads misconceptions about one of the most complicated regions of the world. For The Women’s War, Evans joined a british journalist on a trip to Rojava to learn whether Rojava is truly the anarchist feminist revolutionary stronghold it is portrayed as in some leftist media.

Those who expect strict objectivity and professionalism from their journalists will likely be disappointed by Evans’s antics throughout the show. Fans of Evans’s will get more of his wry down-to-earth observations and self-deprecating style. He openly discusses getting drunk and being hungover during parts of his trip, for example, and even commemorates the trip with a tattoo on the podcast. One of the most disappointing moment, however, came when Evans’s talked about feeling most frustrated by borders when he got caught up at a border stop for a few extra hours. It’s an obvious point of privilege if your greatest frustration with a border is the few hours it has taken from your day, rather than family separation or the lost life of your loved one.

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Faux paus and disclaimers aside, the podcast is profoundly moving, as it successfully simplifies the complicated backstory behind Rojava for listeners who aren’t political theorists or global studies scholars. Evans’s narrates a complicated gender landscape, full of women wearing niqabs, women packing heat, sometimes at the same time. Underpinning the experiment in Rojava is the belief that the first form of totalitarianism is man’s subjugation of women, which began in the formation of the first city states. Evans’s fixer, Habat, is an inspiring woman, whose liveliness, tenacity, and sharp eye are evident in the various clips they include of her perspectives and observations. I particularly appreciated an analysis of the Venus of Willendorf as an anatomically correct figure of a pregnant woman used by ancient medical professionals. Male scholars had reduced the artifact to a mere erotica.

Most inspiring is the region’s attempts at restorative justice. The maximum penalty for anyone in Rojava is 20 years in prison. It’s moving to see people attempt to create a system that truly believes in socially reforming people most of us would rather exile or cast aside as criminals or terrorists. Here, Evans’s critical eye is especially appreciated, as he questions and considers this ideological stance thoroughly, even ending his podcast with a predictably frustrating conversation with Isis brides imprisoned in Rojava. It is incredible that the only people in the world who seem willing to experiment/execute some of the most complex and hopeful forms of justice are literally under siege by Turkey, Isis, among other groups, and drastically under-resourced compared to many nations across the globe.

Lastly, I appreciated Evans’s situating his podcast in a longer history of anti-imperialism. He shapes the emotional landscape of the project by alluding to two revolutionary songs in particular:

Bella Ciao:

Go Home British Soldiers:

For those unaccustomed to the grisly details of war and subjugation, listening to this podcast will be difficult. I recommend it for anyone interested in global studies, anarchism, feminism, and the Middle East. For those who would prefer to learn about Rojava without a white american man filtering the information, Pratik Raghu, a doctoral candidate in Global Studies at UCSB recommended the graphic novel Kobane Calling: Greetings from Northern Syria by Zerocalcare, A Small Key Can Open a Large Door, and Burn Down the American Plantation by the Revolutionary Abolitionist Movement (AK Press).

Postcolonial Love Poem by Natalie Diaz

Postcolonial Love Poem / Natalie Diaz / Graywolf Press / 2020

One of my favorite things about Natalie Diaz’s poetry and celebrity is how much it seems to rub some of the older poets I know wrong. One older Native poet, for example, believes When My Brother Was An Aztec was published too soon. According to them, the manuscript felt too much like an MFA thesis—with its trumpeting play and virtuoso with forms, which to them felt like mere exercises. Another older queer poet went out of their way to comment, “[Diaz] isn’t that great” in a way to suggest not that Diaz isn’t good, just that she’s not as amazing as her celebrity would make it seem.

Maybe these poets are right, but I think the things they would fault about Diaz are the precise reasons why I love her work. I love that When My Brother Was An Aztec stunts on em with ghazals, pantoums, and the like. I love that Postcolonial Love Poem feels overwritten, that it makes me reach for the dictionary time and time again for words as thicc as atman, cabochon, lapidary, alarum, mullion, and transom. Perhaps these are things that would make me side-eye other poets, but in Diaz, there is something so deliberate and authoritative about her voice, her political framing of her own work, that makes me fall for her. While it isn’t the primary or sole reason I love Diaz’s work, I confess, part of the reason I like the high-diction of her work is because it probably makes old white people reach for the dictionary.

If you have yet to fall for Natalie Diaz, try Postcolonial Love Poem. As unabashedly erotic and deftly political as its title would imply, the collection includes intensely sexual poems, flooding over with ecstasy (“Like Church,” “Ink-Light”, and “Ode to the Beloved’s Hips” being my favorite), poems about grief, race, her brother’s drug addiction, basketball, and the environment. These poems are all densely related to the body, which—per the seven-page prose poem “The First Water Is the Body”—extends beyond Western notions of arm, leg, leg, arm, head to also conceive of the land and water as equally, if not more important parts of the body.

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My favorite line is from the last poem “Grief Work”: “Achilles chased Hektor around the walls / of Ilium three times--: how long must I circle / the high gate / between her hip and knee / to sold the red-gold geometry / of her thigh?” Ugh.

Poems like “Grief Work,” like “Like Church,” like “Postcolonial Love Poem” are as full of grief as they are with love. I don’t feel like I have anything profound to say about them, just that as a grief-bound queer person of color, I am grateful for these love poems that hold the weight of history as tenderly as they do a lover’s waist. I am grateful that these poems can allude to wars lost and never-ending in the same swooping stanza where “we pleasure to hurt, leave marks / the size of stones—each cabochon polished / by our mouths.” (If you’re slow on the uptake there, she’s talking about leaving hickies.)

Postcolonial Love Poem is a must-read on your syllabus about feminism, ethnic studies, and environmentalism. Or if you’re simply looking for a hot piece of erotica to get you through the quarantine.