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Once We Were Warriors / Alan Duff / 1990

Once We Were Warriors / Alan Duff / 1990

Oof. What a harrowingly dark, moving, and hopeful book. Duff narrates the story of a Heke family, who lives on Pine Block, a housing project. The narrative follows the perspectives of Beth (an abused mother), Jake (a violent and drunken father), and their children, damningly observing the way governmental policies, cultural genocide, and anti-Native, anti-Black racism crushes the families in its way. This book is not for the tender hearted: you will read a scene with sexual violence and a suicide, among other just blisteringly heart-breaking scenes of characters succumbing to violence or drugs or shitty behaviors, frankly because there aren’t any other good options for them. Each character Duff portrays is so much bigger than their circumstances, yet painfully conscribed by it. And yet, the ending, while far from cheery, is so goddam hopeful. I want this book to be at the center on some conversations about abolition and recovery. I want people to read of Beth’s recovery story. While some critics might find conservative elements in Duff’s criticisms of certain elements of Maori culture, this Richard Wright-esque clear-eyed condemnation is a necessary voice, even in its harshness, even as Wright’s was. 4.8/5

After The Revolution / Robert Evans / 2022

After The Revolution / Robert Evans / 2022

I’m a longtime fan of Behind the Bastards Podcast host Robert Evans. While I generally respect his podcast and use it to sharpen my historical understanding and build my spiritual toughness, I wasn’t sure if I could trust him as a novelist. I started listening to After the Revolution on a whim while I was at the airport after avoiding it for a couple of years. I was immediately gripped by the novel. It’s a smart-paced war drama situated in a fractured post-United States, featuring a cyborg nation (Rolling Fuck), civil war torn Texas, a crazy fascist Christian state, and a remnant of the United States called the Federation. After the Revolution follows three characters, each of whom have a deep connection to Robert Evans’ personal history. First, there’s a teenage girl and Christian zealot who runs away from home to join a fascist Christian nation’s army; here Evans is clearly channeling his youthful, religiously devout, conservative past. Next, there’s a fixer in Texas territory, helping a war journalist safely navigate a warzone; Evans himself was once a war journalist and you can hear him processing his sense of guilt and struggle with the ethics of war journalism through his empathy and voicing of the fixer character. Lastly, there’s a drug-addled cyborg with a dark past; here, Evans is clearly channeling his own experiences with a range of drugs; the dude literally has a book on all the different drugs he has tried. All these characters struggle to navigate a complicated war, make heartrending decisions, watch loved ones die, and most importantly, wrestle with the ethics of war. It’s a difficult novel to write effectively, but Evans is character driven and rarely lets his pen stray too far into unwieldy philosophical territory. I was constantly itching to return to this book and neglected others I was supposed to be reading for it. Evans’ vision of the future is as playful as it is prophetic. With characters like SkullFucker Mike, it’s nice to know Evans’ isn’t taking himself too seriously, while delivering some seriously fascinating and insightful visions of what our country may very well become. 4.5/5

My Kitchen Table / Pilar Pobil / 2007

My Kitchen Table / Pilar Pobil / 2007

This book is horribly marketed as a coffee table book of an old woman's charming stories and paintings. Its cover, while a good painting by Pilar, is too pedestrian for such an energetic, catty book about aristocratic life in the turmoil of the Spanish Civil War and fascist Spain, as well as the bougiest Mormon circles of Salt Lake City. There are moments when I was heartbroken for girl Pilar, breaking out into laughter at her pettiness, and then forgivingly embarrassed for some of the classist attitudes in the book. Pilar is genuinely so charming I don't mind the white upper class perspective no amounts of self awareness and education can entirely undo, even when it's positively socially flawed for today's era, which happens occasionally but not too unforgivably. The book is marked by truly monumental encounters with historic figures, as well as feminist determination necessary for any independent woman of this era. It was such a pleasure to read. 4.5/5

When Chickenheads Come to Roost / Joan Morgan / 1999

When Chickenheads Come to Roost / Joan Morgan / 1999

The book that made hip-hop feminism a thing that came out in 1999. Hip-hop has changed a lot and some of this book is outdated. There’s some really troubling views about abortion rights and Morgan’s homegirls give her terrible advice about relationships. That said, it was a fascinating dip into the cultural milieu at the time and the conversations some Black women were having about the cultural. The focus on romance surprised me some, but offered meaningful insights. Much more memoir than music critic, but I can see why this book mattered so much. Lots of intergenerational and gendered trauma unpacked here. 2.5/5

Choir boy / Tarrell Alvin McCraney / 2012

Choir boy / Tarrell Alvin McCraney / 2012

From the creator of Moonlight and equally as touching of a work on queer Black boyhood. Includes a great conversation on Black cultural mythos and the value of African ancestors contributions even if they weren't superhuman. Made me fall in love with theatre again.. 5/5

Carmilla / Sheridan Le Fanu / 1872

Carmilla / Sheridan Le Fanu / 1872

Glad I finally got around to this book, recommended by @screamqueersbookclub and avaliable @undertheumbrellabookstore . Sold to me as a lesbian vampire book that inspired Dracula, I was delighted in the 19th century vernacular and the spooky isolated village as the setting. Vampires always have this seductive pull that makes for particularly good tension. The tone is what makes this book, even with an excellent plot involving obscure family histories, some exorcists and gold old fashioned stakes. 4.5/5

Brown Girl Chromatography / Anuradha Bhowmik / 2022

Brown Girl Chromatography / Anuradha Bhowmik / 2022

Anuradha digs deep into some truly frightening childhood traumas on this one and lays them flat. She probes the way she defined and sometimes defended, sometimes degraded her Bengali girlhood. This collection of poems has an obsession with identity with frequent repetitions of brown and bengali to add specificity in the experience, even if not necessarily the image. Some might critique that as essentialist but for someone from such a marginalized background being loud is necessary sometimes. The poems were deft and skilled in form and raw in content. For a collection named after makeup, it's really vulnerable and transparent. This feels like a difficult collection to write and I'm proud of Anuradha (she my friend) for her work here and excited for what's next.

The Runaway Restaurant / Tessa Yang / 2022

The Runaway Restaurant / Tessa Yang / 2022

This collection is sold as speculative fiction about searching for homes or being displaced. That is true and given the range of subject matter--shipwrecked princesses, cosmetic cyborg experimentation, the search for a runaway teen--i didn't expect the stories to cohere so singularly, especially as I read them intermittently on my kindle, on the bus, waiting in a doctor's office. I often found myself with the same wordless feeling that felt so familiar to me. After some living and reading, I realized it was the same feeling I get when I feel painfully in my brown queerness. A parentless pair of siblings who steal to survive; teens with X-men-like powers incarcerated with some of the powers eventually eradicated. It's queer, even when it's not. Tessa perhaps isn't the type to market herself as a primarily queer author, but there's something undeniably queer for me about these stories in their out of placeness. By nailing this feeling, it made me feel less alone and a little shocked that Tessa knew about my little private interior feeling (of course she did, she's a smarty pants). I truly hope The Runaway Restaurant finds its audience of weirdos and wordies and more.

The Hate You Give / Angie Thomas / 2017

The Hate You Give / Angie Thomas / 2017

Banned in Utah, this is a gripping story of the realities of police brutality and crime in the hood. Written in a sometimes painfully sophomoric way, it's shortcomings are familiar to anyone versed in YA. Where it fails in craft, it makes up for in content, perfect for sparking nuanced conversations about race, violence and policing. That said, I hate how much it insists Tupac is still relevant. It comes off as a preachy old head. Why not connect Pac's legacy to that of a worthy new generation rapper. The conversations it opens are more complex than those of the movie. This book is great for its target audience. 3/5

When She Woke, She Was An Open Field / Hilary Brown / 2017

When She Woke, She Was An Open Field / Hilary Brown / 2017

There's a surprising amount of 5/5 poems in this short chapbook by a disabled poet with ties to Utah. These short pugilistic poems will knock you out with one stanza by bearing testimony to the sometimes agonizing experience of disability. There's a blurb by Natalie Diaz and having met this poet, I'd add their presence carries a gravitas as sharp and heavy as their verse.

4/5

Hood Feminism / Mikki Kendall / 2020

Hood Feminism / Mikki Kendall / 2020

Published during the Trump era, this is great introductory text to Black Feminism for our era. Sprawling through eating disorders, gun violence, education and universal healthcare, she makes sure to cover it all with sometimes biting and always unflinching honesty. Great balance of memoir and research. Lower rating mostly bc I feel like I only learned one thing from this book: there's an unfortunate alliance between pro birth activists and some parts of the disabled movement bc pro-choice folks too frequently sympathize with the genocidal arguments of terminating disabled fetuses. 3/5

Red Ants / Jose Pergentino / 2012

Red Ants / Jose Pergentino / 2012

Sold as Zapotec folklore written in a magical realist style but that's only one side of the story and I'm frankly it feels a little too easy to square it away another piece of Latin American magical realism. I suspect this book would find so much more of its audience if it was sold as horror because these impressionistic takes are truly horrifying and haunting. Pergentino frequently drops his readers into scenes without context, leaving us to feel around his words like feeling the the shape of a dark room with your hands. He explores the perspective of an active shooter, characters plagued by nightmares, and more in image heavy writing that reads like poetry even in English. 4/5

The Inhabited Woman / Gioconda Belli / 1988

The Inhabited Woman / Gioconda Belli / 1988

One of the best racist novels I've read. This is the absolutely gripping story of an upper class Nicaraguan woman who is somewhat abruptly radicalized by leftist guerillas. It's deeply relatable and feminist in the way many upper class women who were the first professional generation in their society is feminist. The issue is there's a side story about a famous female indigenous warrior whose spirit inhabits this white woman's mind as she radicalizes. This premise was so troubling and intriguing I decided to read the book. It's predictably messy with the native woman becoming a bit too connected during the white woman's best sex and acts of violence. Of course, when the protagonist pulls the trigger against an fascist general, it is the native warrior whooping within the white woman who pulls the trigger. That said, the native woman's story felt well researched. This book would be useful in talking about the appropriation of native struggles in revolutionary movements in Latin America. Reminded me of Roque Dalton's intro of Broken Spears. 4/5

Temporada de huracanes / Fernanda Melchor / 2017

Temporada de huracanes / Fernanda Melchor / 2017

A novel so propulsive it's nauseating. This horror begins with the bloated body of a so called bruja showing up dead on the bank of river. The novel traces perspectives of characters around her: a sexually abused 13 year old runaway who she gives abortive medicine; two of the young men connected to her death, who engage in a frenzy of drugs, taboo sex, and petty crimes driven by poverty; the sister of one of these young men, who snitched them out. The rhythm is dangerously enchanting, the language vulgar and geniously encapsulates the idiom of Mexico, and the effect is dazzling and disgusting. It's a hard book to get through, as any book with sexual violence and torture scenes should be. A stunning work of horror and the social realities of Mexico's underbelly. I recommend it to anyone interested in horror, shifting perspectives, Mexican lit, Latin American lit, queer lit, and witchcraft. 4.5/5

100 Years of Solitude / Gabriel Garcia Marquez / 1967

100 Years of Solitude / Gabriel Garcia Marquez / 1967

This book has been on my reading list for a long time and I'm grateful Josh finally challenged me to read it, as he believed the short story collection I'm working on is in conversation with it. Sweeping and dizzying in scope, this is a multigenerational story that feels like two or so short story collections jammed into the shape of a novel. Following a linear plot was impossible in the audiobooj version, so instead, as I listened, I found myself immersed in a strange, sexual and violent world built around me. It was deeply enjoyable, though it featured a disturbing amount of taboo intra-familial relationships. This book captures a panorama of Latin American sensibility and psychology perhaps without the revolutionary politic and romanticism of Eduardo Galeano. The book felt cyclical and inevitable in some of its dramas. It sat back and enjoyed the ride despite not being able to keep straight the narrative pieces and familial relationships while on the audio book, which did limit my experience. I recommend a hard copy if you're considering reading it. I recommend it to all fiction lovers, those interested in Latin American lit, and a particularly juicy read. 4.5/5

Knees in the Garden / Christina Rodriguez / 2023

Knees in the Garden / Christina Rodriguez / 2023

At her best, Christina Rodriguez writes like Yesika Salgado meets Natalie Diaz. I was disarmed by the whispered intimacy, at times humiliating vulnerability, and lip-biting desire here. This book is truly a gift. I would've read it in one very enjoyable high sitting if I wasn't interrupted by a mouse. If I was in the mood for a book with a bigger head than a heart, I'd rate this a low 3. But I'm a sucker for warm honest poems and enjoy this collection at a high 4 level. The most disappointing thing about the book was its design: why invest the money in such a beautiful hard cover for it to be minimalistic Calibri word doc design in the interior? Wtf Querencia Press. Christina deserves better than that.

Relinqueda / Alexandra Regalado / 2022

Relinqueda / Alexandra Regalado / 2022

This collection stunned and surprised me many times with its unflinching honesty about marriage, motherhood, and grief. Whoa, she went there, Anushka said after I had her read two poems about the marriage. I constantly found myself repeating this as Alex held a mirror up to my life, my sacrifices and my passions. The love in this collection is so mature it can hold all its longing and desire alongside its disgust and frustration and tiredness. Awe would not be too strong of a word to describe how the collection made me feel throughout my reading. I recommend this book for anyone looking for reading on grief, relationships, and making sense of the grief of the covid era. 4/5

The Banished Immortal: A Life of Li Bai / Ha Jin / 2019

The Banished Immortal: A Life of Li Bai / Ha Jin / 2019

I trusted that this book would be the right window into Li Bai, known in the West primarily as Li Po, because Ha Jin is a Chinese born and bred author who writes novels in English that have been highly successful and retain a foreigness in my readings at least. Thus, I trusted him to be an adequate cultural translator of sorts, who wouldn't dumb down to many details for my American brain. I was grateful for his deft breakdown of Li Bai's multi ethnic origin and his class position in feudal society, as well as the concise and gripping summaries of Chinese history. I was disappointed by Li Bai as a character, as his commitment to Daoism was much more flaky and self interested than I hoped. While I expected some drunkenness and sexism, I was impressed to learn just how much of a rapper he was. His early work bragged about his deadliness with the sword with a swag that made me think of drill rappers. It was a favorite pastime of his to get drunk and improvise verse like a freestyle rapper. His arrogance was yeezy-esque. It's a pity he was so dissatisfied with being a poet and mystic that he spent his life chasing political aspirations really foolishly. Ha Jin had this hilarious narration style where he would mention a major shortcoming, such as Li Bai absentee fatherhood, and raise a pitifully weak defense of Bai's behavior in an ostensibly unbiased, academic, and unmoved tone. At first, it seemed like Jin was biased towards Bai, but he doesn't blink away any of Bai's failures and shortcomings and his defenses are so meager, it seems as if he's trying to speak the truth without offending the legions of Bai fanatics that surely must be out there. Feudal society sounds like a shitty place to attempt to class ascend and Bai was ultimately a disappointing figure. That said, Jin's research and narration are skilled and enjoyable. He did a great job contextualizing Bai's work in relationship to his peers. As a work of biography, I'd argue this book is 4/4. More poems would've made it 5/5. I enjoyed it at a 3/5 level.

Ace: What Asexuality Reveals about Desire, Society, and the Meaning of Sex / Angela Chen / 2020

Ace: What Asexuality Reveals about Desire, Society, and the Meaning of Sex / Angela Chen / 2020

I picked up this book because it's a bestseller at @undertheumbrellabookstore and I'm curious what "outsider" insights Chen might have about contemporary Western sexuality. The most useful aspects of this book for me personally were the histories of asexual organizing, the delightfully fuzzy inquiry into the differences between romantic love and friendship love, the nuanced conversation of the pressures and totalizing narratives of the sex positive movement and the needed contributions of sex negative thought, including its discussion of the grey areas of consent.

That said, much of the rest, felt too 101 for me. A solid chunk of the personal narratives felt absurdly reactionary to cisheteronormativity, giving the impressions that some of the individuals built the majority of their lives around reacting against stereotypes as their primary personality. This, in turn, flattened who they were as complex people and made them not less empathetic, but definitely more embarrassing as people. It gave the impression that people were building their personalities against whatever the social order wanted for them rather than having desires and imaginations emerge organically.

Occasionally, Chen lost credibility for me by sounding like an alien. Oftentimes, trans people have the most insightful takes on gender, and perhaps I was silly for assuming that an Ace intellectual might have the most insightful takes on sexuality. One standout example is when Chen assumed everyone had the same negative reaction to the Naked Attraction show as utterly unsexy. She comes across as unaware of how aroused most allosexual men are by visual stimuli. Understanding masculinity seems to be a real shortcoming of this book as a whole. Another standout example is the amount of time Chen spent comparing and contrasting Ace men to incels. I understand many people may assume Ace men might be incels, but one paragraph or even maybe one line about Ace men not being incels would've sufficed. The amount of time spent on the disentangling felt hurtful and unnecessary. The juxtaposition itself is insulting. I'm also stunned and frustrated that the book didn't bother really unpacking the stigma against virgins because even if it's not a huge conversation in Ace circles, it's deeply relevant to conversations about compulsory sexuality. Though interesting and informative at times, I felt like I would've been better served by a book written by a more insightful author. 2.5/5

Coyote Song: Collected Poems and Selected Art of Carlos Cortez / Carlos Cortez

Coyote Song: Collected Poems and Selected Art of Carlos Cortez / Carlos Cortez

Cortez is the Chicano elder I've always wanted and never knew I had. An anarchist, labor union activist, environmentalist who built relationships with indigenous groups and celebrated his own indigenous roots, who wrote with clarity, craft, and fury, mentoring young poets and artists, who would mass print any of his artworks when the art world tried to jack up their price and make it inaccessible to the common person. Ah! The poems here have me so much love, delight, and gusto. I went to the 100 year celebration of his life and was moved by the memories of him shared by loved ones, scholars, and comrades. I'll be throwing this book at my peeps for sure. 5/5